I guess, it's worthless and waste of time quarreling with the mother because of this outsider or soon to be "in-law".
Nothing exactly took place when she promised will do something about it.
So much of being caring and concern.
Well, at least I don't have to put an act now.
When I despise you, I will show and bring it to your face, bitch!
C'mon, by just doing the house-cleaning (only now) isn't a big deal.
Whoa~~.. Bitch, don't be too conceited!
Enough of the urban drama!
You can fool my momma, but ain't me.
Why don't you do some good deeds at your home instead?
My life are way messy-er.
I don't care about your presence but please have the decency, at MOST!
No, no. I'm not done nor give up.
Let's play!
*drum rolls*
And to the so called brother, I do not care whether you like me or not, because it doesn't even matter to me, anymore.
With or without you around, my life will still be the same.
You chose to break off the ties. Not me.
You treated me like some stranger.
And mother, stop asking me to be nice to him when all these all while, he did otherwise.
I mean, why must I be nice to him?
Oh okay. I know. Don't have to repeat yourself.
It's just because he's much more older then me?
Oh ya. I remember this "Respect the elderly."
*roll eyes*
That doesn't apply anymore, especially now.
Even kids, you need to respect them if you want yourself to be respected.
Right kids?
No Mum, I won't.
Yeah, I'm nice enough to forgive him in the past but not now.
For more then a decade.
I've been tolerating nuisance from him.
Just because you contributed some cash to Mother, you have the full control in the house?
Hmmph!!
You purposely disconnect the broadband to my laptop.
"Ehk aku tak heran lar. Dulu ko jahanam kan computer aku, takde plak aku nak berkire."
But, seriously, you connection sucks to the max!! Vodafone lagi bgs uh. BLUEKS!
Lps nmpk aku pasang internet sendiri, arbey nak mengamok. Ape saje lar kaw.
Hello, our age gap are totally different.
Ko umor da berape?
You are 15 yrs older then me, tapi perangai mengalah kan budak2.
You wanna envy me?
Why? Because the parents pamper me? That's why you wanna destroy my life?
"Ape ko nyer maksod? Asal aku tanyer ko nak mengamok pakai tangan kaki. Semer jalan teros"
Last two years, you asked me what I want.
Why don't you ask me five years ago?
If I want something, you sure can fufill those dreams of mine that you destroyed?
Tak boleh kan? Jangan tanyer laen kali.
Step mane nyer mcm phm pulak.
Tak puas hati je, nak strike.
Igt aku punching back ke?
But that was when I strike-d back.
Suke2 pe? Nih bukan kurang ajar. Self-defense je.
But I was lucky enough, my dad was around and saw everything.
All these while, they have saving your arse, not wanting to let dad know about it.
Dad hugged me and put me to sleep, making sure everything was alright.
That was when I reconciled with him.
After the 5 yrs bck incident, dad no longer wanted to talk to me.
He thought I'm the bad one.
And to you bitch, don't even think of being my replacement.
You can never have the bonding that I had with my dad.
I don't want to sound rude or what.
I symphatized you for your lost of beloved dad last year.
At least, be an adult, go back to family and spend time with them.
You're clinging to the brother too much and I pitied your single mum and siblings.
Futhermore, I understand you don't have any conflicts or family problems at home.
The mother have been worried too much.
Worry about what might relatives or neighbour might say.
As you know, my parents are very conservatives.
Advise falls on deaf years.
Ape nk buat? Kulit be-alip-be-ye.. Tao??
Lately, I'm very sensitive.
Especially to the boyfriend.
I don't know why.
I gave him the cold shoulder ever since.
But last night, he was being sweet.
I decided not to sleep beside him, like as usual.
I slept on the couch.
I was coughing and bad flu.
He was already sleeping by then.
He woke up, took the medicine and fed me.
In the morning, he gave me a quick peck and woke me up.
Seeing my eyes are completely glued, he let me sleep in longer and he's off to work.
I don't know why but the love affections are not there anymore.
In less them two months time, Roynn will be turning 3.
Last Wednesday, me and shidah make some 'kueh' for the upcoming festive.
Kueh Mereng, Pink Panther and Honey Conrflakes.
Will touch on that and photos will be uploaded in next entry.
Friday was an iftar session with the lovely girls at pastamania, far east.
Had fun and full of laughters.
We should do this again.
Come Saturday, the mother had to drag me to the Geylang.
Mati2 suroh aku beli baju.
Kan da cakap org tak raye. Raye je lar dengan menantu kesayangan yg baek giler tuh!
No choices.
Uh kan.. Terkopak... Suroh orang beli lagi lar.. Menyampah btl!!
The generous daddy give me some cash to buy beg and shoe.
I bought the shoe but then, ended up I don't fancy them.
Memang btl2 takde mood nak raye!!
Urghhh..
Kyla.. Nak sleep..
My eyes are sleepy from just now, actually.
To be continued.
Don't mind spelling error or wrong usage of language.
Nothing exactly took place when she promised will do something about it.
So much of being caring and concern.
Well, at least I don't have to put an act now.
When I despise you, I will show and bring it to your face, bitch!
C'mon, by just doing the house-cleaning (only now) isn't a big deal.
Whoa~~.. Bitch, don't be too conceited!
Enough of the urban drama!
You can fool my momma, but ain't me.
Why don't you do some good deeds at your home instead?
My life are way messy-er.
I don't care about your presence but please have the decency, at MOST!
No, no. I'm not done nor give up.
Let's play!
*drum rolls*
And to the so called brother, I do not care whether you like me or not, because it doesn't even matter to me, anymore.
With or without you around, my life will still be the same.
You chose to break off the ties. Not me.
You treated me like some stranger.
And mother, stop asking me to be nice to him when all these all while, he did otherwise.
I mean, why must I be nice to him?
Oh okay. I know. Don't have to repeat yourself.
It's just because he's much more older then me?
Oh ya. I remember this "Respect the elderly."
*roll eyes*
That doesn't apply anymore, especially now.
Even kids, you need to respect them if you want yourself to be respected.
Right kids?
No Mum, I won't.
Yeah, I'm nice enough to forgive him in the past but not now.
For more then a decade.
I've been tolerating nuisance from him.
Just because you contributed some cash to Mother, you have the full control in the house?
Hmmph!!
You purposely disconnect the broadband to my laptop.
"Ehk aku tak heran lar. Dulu ko jahanam kan computer aku, takde plak aku nak berkire."
But, seriously, you connection sucks to the max!! Vodafone lagi bgs uh. BLUEKS!
Lps nmpk aku pasang internet sendiri, arbey nak mengamok. Ape saje lar kaw.
Hello, our age gap are totally different.
Ko umor da berape?
You are 15 yrs older then me, tapi perangai mengalah kan budak2.
You wanna envy me?
Why? Because the parents pamper me? That's why you wanna destroy my life?
"Ape ko nyer maksod? Asal aku tanyer ko nak mengamok pakai tangan kaki. Semer jalan teros"
Last two years, you asked me what I want.
Why don't you ask me five years ago?
If I want something, you sure can fufill those dreams of mine that you destroyed?
Tak boleh kan? Jangan tanyer laen kali.
Step mane nyer mcm phm pulak.
Tak puas hati je, nak strike.
Igt aku punching back ke?
But that was when I strike-d back.
Suke2 pe? Nih bukan kurang ajar. Self-defense je.
But I was lucky enough, my dad was around and saw everything.
All these while, they have saving your arse, not wanting to let dad know about it.
Dad hugged me and put me to sleep, making sure everything was alright.
That was when I reconciled with him.
After the 5 yrs bck incident, dad no longer wanted to talk to me.
He thought I'm the bad one.
And to you bitch, don't even think of being my replacement.
You can never have the bonding that I had with my dad.
I don't want to sound rude or what.
I symphatized you for your lost of beloved dad last year.
At least, be an adult, go back to family and spend time with them.
You're clinging to the brother too much and I pitied your single mum and siblings.
Futhermore, I understand you don't have any conflicts or family problems at home.
The mother have been worried too much.
Worry about what might relatives or neighbour might say.
As you know, my parents are very conservatives.
Advise falls on deaf years.
Ape nk buat? Kulit be-alip-be-ye.. Tao??
Lately, I'm very sensitive.
Especially to the boyfriend.
I don't know why.
I gave him the cold shoulder ever since.
But last night, he was being sweet.
I decided not to sleep beside him, like as usual.
I slept on the couch.
I was coughing and bad flu.
He was already sleeping by then.
He woke up, took the medicine and fed me.
In the morning, he gave me a quick peck and woke me up.
Seeing my eyes are completely glued, he let me sleep in longer and he's off to work.
I don't know why but the love affections are not there anymore.
In less them two months time, Roynn will be turning 3.
Last Wednesday, me and shidah make some 'kueh' for the upcoming festive.
Kueh Mereng, Pink Panther and Honey Conrflakes.
Will touch on that and photos will be uploaded in next entry.
Friday was an iftar session with the lovely girls at pastamania, far east.
Had fun and full of laughters.
We should do this again.
Come Saturday, the mother had to drag me to the Geylang.
Mati2 suroh aku beli baju.
Kan da cakap org tak raye. Raye je lar dengan menantu kesayangan yg baek giler tuh!
No choices.
Uh kan.. Terkopak... Suroh orang beli lagi lar.. Menyampah btl!!
The generous daddy give me some cash to buy beg and shoe.
I bought the shoe but then, ended up I don't fancy them.
Memang btl2 takde mood nak raye!!
Urghhh..
Kyla.. Nak sleep..
My eyes are sleepy from just now, actually.
To be continued.
Don't mind spelling error or wrong usage of language.
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