Before I start blogging, I hope it is still not too late to wish my fellows Muslims a very Happy Raya Aidilfitri. I would like to seek forgiveness from you guys if I ever wronged you in any manner; verbally, physically or emotionally.
Hows your eve of Eid?
Busy helping mother in the kitchen cooking delicious dishes, huh?
This festive, I all alone.
Yeah, let me repeat that, I all alone at home, watching tv.
Parents and the brother had left for kampong in the afternoon.
Reason being, the mother wanna avoid someone and make full use of someone in the family before he gets married. *roll eyes*.
Night of Raya, made my way to Woodlands to meet the boyfriend to play fire-crackers.
However, I'm just not in the mood. Kinda feel sad and disappointed.
And to make the matter worst, that particular someone have to make me super pissed with his fucking attitude. I don't need that, seriously.
Back home. I locked myself in the room while watching tv till fell asleep.
Woke up early morning on the day itself, cook myself maggie.
Bath "sunat aidilfitri". Thought of going for the prayers but since my Miss Menses is still 'on board', I just stayed at home.
For the whole day, whilst the rest of Muslims going to relatives house and celebrate the festives, me? Watch tv and eat sardine. Oh my!!
Not that I don't have any family, yes I do but things are so complicated after my grandmother passed away several years ago.
Things changed drastically. I missed those times.
I still have my grandfather (maternal's), but.. I don't wish to continue.
My grandmother (faternal side) is living in KL. So jyeah. I only celebrated with her once. I went back to her kampong. It was amazing experience as I got to light up the 'lampu colok', 'gotong royong with neighbours to cook dishes', and lots more.
For those who still can celebrate this festive with their love ones, hope you guys cherish and treasure the moments. As for me, I'm good. =)..
Before I blabbered too much and start teary, I better stop now.
Hows your eve of Eid?
Busy helping mother in the kitchen cooking delicious dishes, huh?
This festive, I all alone.
Yeah, let me repeat that, I all alone at home, watching tv.
Parents and the brother had left for kampong in the afternoon.
Reason being, the mother wanna avoid someone and make full use of someone in the family before he gets married. *roll eyes*.
Night of Raya, made my way to Woodlands to meet the boyfriend to play fire-crackers.
However, I'm just not in the mood. Kinda feel sad and disappointed.
And to make the matter worst, that particular someone have to make me super pissed with his fucking attitude. I don't need that, seriously.
Back home. I locked myself in the room while watching tv till fell asleep.
Woke up early morning on the day itself, cook myself maggie.
Bath "sunat aidilfitri". Thought of going for the prayers but since my Miss Menses is still 'on board', I just stayed at home.
For the whole day, whilst the rest of Muslims going to relatives house and celebrate the festives, me? Watch tv and eat sardine. Oh my!!
Not that I don't have any family, yes I do but things are so complicated after my grandmother passed away several years ago.
Things changed drastically. I missed those times.
I still have my grandfather (maternal's), but.. I don't wish to continue.
My grandmother (faternal side) is living in KL. So jyeah. I only celebrated with her once. I went back to her kampong. It was amazing experience as I got to light up the 'lampu colok', 'gotong royong with neighbours to cook dishes', and lots more.
For those who still can celebrate this festive with their love ones, hope you guys cherish and treasure the moments. As for me, I'm good. =)..
Before I blabbered too much and start teary, I better stop now.
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