One after another disputes. I'm totally disappointed with you.

You ever cajoled me, saying thins will be alright.

Well, at the tender naive age, I believed in you.

But things we never "okay for me"

To this very day.

I was being pretentious.

Playing the game that I don't wanna commit.

You thought I feel better when I'm not.

But you never read my mono-syllabic responses.

You never understand those broken smiles.

You never feel those crystals tears.

You never heard me cried out loud, wailing like a mad girl.

All you ever wanted was me to achieve your dreams.

By the way, thanks for satisfying and feeding my craves.

By that, you hope that I can pertain that ideal and pristine lady.

Apologies, I cant pretend anymore.

How could you ask me to pretend things when I'm the one feel disturbed?

Its totally absurd.

I don't wish to compromise.

Another chapter yet to begin.

And to you,

I never wanted to hurt you nor to hate you.

I never hold any vendettas against you.

This prolonged-bitter feud I had is killing me.

Thanks to my friends and bf for listening my woes.

Thanks Lin for making your way back to my life.

Its been hard after your dissapearance.

And not forgetting, wish you luck on you TP gf.

Don't worry, I ll be having my practicals real soon.

Don't forget to teach me ehk teacher.

Not fogetting for the long-meaningful conversation we had.

Its hard for me to verbalise some things but I guess nothing else I have to hide since you know most of my past, woes,sad moments and everything.. Don't worry, I ll heed your advices..

Don't hilang2 again ehk.. purlezeee.. Love you!

To Shidah, who are always there to hear my non-stop naggings..

Who will feed me food and force me to gulp all them down.. Gosh, one gd gf I have.. Thanks for your time, attention, tissues, food, junkies,shoulder,sweater, sending me home and many more.. I know I can be a cry-baby at times but don't get tired of me plz..Love you!

And to bf.. I know you've been trying pretty hard to make me laugh or smile.. Thanks dear.. Tolerating my mood-swings is hard but so far, its manageble. Thanks for the understanding.. Warmth hug.. Gifts.. Sending me home safely.. Food.. Junkies..Kisses.. Hugs..Holding me.. Love you too.. Hope we can sustained a long relationship..

I miss my other gfs too..