Sunday morning, went jogging.. Grr.. Its so refreshing.. To add on, I just don't feel like sitting at home due to some personal reasons. Gym sessions and what nots really helps to loose some weigth and now I can fit onto my Rock Republic-Victoria Beckham Jean.. After quite sometime the jean was left in the corner of my wardrobe, reason being I could no longer wear it anymore.. *Sob*Sob*.. Yea, the jeans and some of my clothes that culmulatively motivates me to shred those unwanted fats.. Lol..

Got back and had self-facial and hair treatment with Mummy who is kind enough to "layan" my moodiness..

And, my idiot-pantat also have to make me mad!! Grr.. Shan't go into details.. We're back on track and he make up for it.. Apologies accepted.. Like I've said, it's my way or the highway! Nevertheless, ily!

Initial plan was to Pasir Ris Park was cancelled.. Bie, you better make it up for it.. If not I will not hesitate to explode and erupt just like a volcano, with all the lava splahing out non-stop like nobody's business, if you ever wish-plash your misdeanour again.. Please buck up ehk Bie.. Last warning tao..

He fetched me from my place in the late afternoon. Proceed to Vivo as we need to survey on the somethings with regards of our big day.. Roughly, we knew what to get for each other..

Later then, we dine in at ToastBox.. We feasted on Laksa and Mee Siam.. The taste? No next time!

It was a short trip though afterwhich we proceed to Suntec City..

Professional Nail Kit. Damaged caused? Supposingly $90.. GSS period!! So the retail price was reduced at 50% off!! It was ll worth it because Hubby said I can cut cost on manicure and pedicure.. Just one time scrub, your fingers will be clean and shiny as ever.. Lasted for 3 weeks as claimed by the sales personnel.. We'll see how it works.. Thanks Love!

After sight-seeing and "choped" what we wanted, we then proceed to his crib.. He really wants me to stay because he missed me.. Being the nice gf; giving him countless of chances, I agreed to his plan.. Poor him, caught in the rain and was running a pretty bad flu that night.. Apart from that, he wants me to do medicure for him.. *smack forehead*.. Vain nak mampos!! Kalah aku..

"Bie, nanti u buatkan kuku I ehk? Kasi lawa.. Tengok uh kuku I tak licin sey"
Lepas tuh.......
"Bie, picitkan kepale I uh.. I pening sey tadi kene hujan.. And.. and.. klw rajin, u buatkan facial sekali ehk..."

Menjeng benar ney anak... Wadooiii....

Feel nice to have him to cuddle me throughout the night...

Told ya, vain nak mampos ryte this boy here? Pompously showing his shiny fingers (wlwpon dalam gambar nie tak nmpk)... *shakes head*

Later that night, we were busy talking and then pooooffff...
Silence...
Pengggssaaannnnn!!!

And today, apart from wasn't well to go to work or "demam rindu", he decided to skip work and because of that, I had to accompany him to the polyclinic, or else he will be changed A.W.O.L..
We spent the day talking, cuddling, hugging, kissing, making up and etc...


See!! He's damn busy man!! Busy with his Iphone.. Pfft!! Buang uh!! Hehe.. But the extra gf will also hooked to his handphone; playing fashion game.. Wah liao... So addictive!! My E63 mobile can't even recognise any java games or even themes.. Dull and boring!!
HTC Touch Pro 2 come to mummy!! Soonest


Dear,
I always hold your words " I janji I tak buat u mara lagi." I hope this time round you really meant your words.. No more excuses.. Although you're being irri-noying and it definitely gets on my nerves each time, you always know what to do next.. No more k?

Since we celebreating our 32nd monthsary, belated-ly... I wanna dedicate something special for you.. 32 Reasons why I Love You...

1. I love you because you bring the best out of me.
2. Everytime I look at you, my hear misses a beat.
3. You're the one holds the key to my heart.
4. Love is-you mean to me - and you mean everything.
5. I have had the time of my life, I owe it all to you.
6. Thinking of you, fills me with wonderful feelings.
7. Because you make me feel like I have never feel before.
8. I love the way you keep yourself cool when I do something stupid.
9. Your love has helped me rediscover myself.
10. I love to wake up with you by my side as it makes my day better.
11. I love the feeling of being secure whe you wrap your arms around me.
12. Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world.
13. I like your small gestures that speaks volumes about how much you care.
14. I love the way you patch up with me after a tumultuous fight.
15. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive.
16. You always meke me feel taht you're by my side no matter what.
17. I love the way you treasure the gifts I gave you.
18. When I look into your eyes, I can see your heart.
19. Your encompassing love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
20. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
21. I love the way you talked about out future.
    
22. I love the way you will replaced my favourites white roses with flowers that you made out of ferrero-cher chocolate wrappings.
23. I love the way you wrote me love letters and give it on random occasions.
24. I love the surprises you did just to put a blinding smiles on my face.
25. I love the way you wipe my tears.
26. Your love for me is a natural anti-depressant.
27. Your love is and effective anti-dote to despair.
28. Your love is the sweetest dosage healing those wounds.
29. You're the perfect theme to my dream.
30. Your love has make me realised the things that can't be seen visibly with naked eyes.
31. Your tender loving care that makes me fall in love with you again and all over again.
32. And of coz', I love your intelligence.. Because, you're smart enough to fall in love with me...

With Love, Rynn

"EHK KO BODOH PER POMPAN! DA GATAL SGNT PEGI KHAWIN UH! DASAR KULIT BABI RUSE HITAM! AKU KASI CHANCE KO MASEH NAK MAEN WYG EHK? NIE TIME TAKDE UH, KO TGK JE APE AKIBATNYER KLW ORG YG BUAT2 BUTE AND TULI ..."

Pardon me for the major burst again pls!
I really need to control my anger, like seriously.. But.. who cares anyway?
I ought to feel this way..
Bie!! U tgk uh!! U better fastforward the date ehk.. Grrrrr.....


FALSE ALARM!!!! Please proceed to my locked-entries...

Some of the gifts that I manage to took pictures.. Maklomlah nk buat kenangan!.. Haha..

No. 1- My 18th Birthday Card. Although it is simple, at least he has the iniciatives! Blueks!

No.2-This is cute! Our relationship was on the rock. That time I travelled to KL to some sort ease my mind and visited my relatives. He was kinda scared that I would leave him forever and he decided to write me a love letter.. That's sweet.. The content made me take him back!

No.3- Longest love letter ever!! Wadoi!!

No.4- Part of my collections... Please me Winnie, Snowy and Brownie.. Tweenie not in the pic!

No.5- It was actually a conversation between us via SMS.. I was msg him by web-msg.. Nothing new, he pleaded guilty for making your missy here angry!!

No. 1- I was so f*cking mad at him because he did something that really pissed me off that I decided not to meet him or give him a chance to talk to me on the phone! Evil Rynn!!


The next night, Love drop by my house just to give me those things to my mother.. The best part, I was at coffeeshop, lepak! Mammmposss.. Perangai sunnnn habesss.. Sorry dear..


No.2 & No. 3 - Flowers he made for me during his free time! Awww... Bie.. Nak lagi can?


No.4,5& 6- My first time getting Hari Raya Card from dear.. Taoo.. Semangat kental kan? Biasa jugak.. Mao memikat mah.. Chey2.. Siap letak pic dier.. He strike off his fren and his ex face.. Masyallah.. Hensem sey.. terpikat uh! Lol.. We're just fren and tis idiot love here sempat masokkn his powderful phrase "u klw miss i, tgk gambar i" *smack forehead*






No.1-Part of the cards I received.


No.2- He have the habit of giving me cakes because 2 reasons. 1st is for me and 2nd he oso can tumpang mkn coz he lovessssss cake alot then his gf... ohhh.. tak ehk bie?


No.3 - Flowers I received on my Vdae.. It comes with a Soo-Kee jewelry.. Hehe.. Suker2..


No.4- Bunge V-day yg da layu takot nk buang.. nanti hubby mara.. ckp aku tak appreaciate! Ape saje je tao! Da ber-cendawan da dear!!





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Well, it was a change of plan on Sunday.

So yeah.

Update soon when I got home.

Currently at love's place.

Nyehs.

I'm so gonna outburst again!
Actually I just did!
KNCB!
Again! You just degraded yourself bitch, like again!
Sadly you don't feel a pinch!
Kulit babi ehk?
Mcm nk ckp je
" EHK PMPN, KO TAKMU STEP SEKSI UH! PERANGAI GEDIK NAK MAMPOS! KETAWE KIREKAN NAK STEP MENJENGS UH??! TETEK (BUAH DADE/PAYUDARE) *opps tercelupar*
KASI KECIK! RIMAS AKU TGK!"
Na-uh!
Don't get me wrong!
There's no jolt of envy towards your asset!
Don't worry, I'm so gonna unveil your dirty liltle secrets sooner or later.
Uh-huh! Yes! I'm that doughty enough this time.
All this while, I've been keeping myself silent despite the harsh treatment you've given me eventhough we're related..
I've cried enough and now you don't deserve my tears anymore.
Call me EVIL as you wish!
Becoz you're evil enough to snatch something that is supposed to be mine now!
Something real important to me!
This vendettas never end boy!
You don't know how to respect me and the family.
And worst ehk girl.
Yourself too..
Double yucks!!
Please don't come to me claiming you're one big adult acting like you know what you to do.
I think you ought to....
Follow me to IKEA?
Because I'm gonna bring you to the sections, full of mirrors.
And then from there, the rest you should know what to do?
Blurr jugak? Takpe .. Aku paham kao ader siket selenger kan?
GO MIRROR YOURSELF!!
You're just another puerile kind of girl who easily get trapped especially by a guy ehk?
I won't say anything if i didnt have any reliable evidence with me girl..
Please don't act you're that senior when you're just a year older..
One more thing, don't ever pseudo to be that innocent when you know, that I know your true colours. The misdemeanour that you outlayed was totally unacceptable and rediculous!

Urgh!! Even after pouring out what's on my mind..
I just feel uneasy!!
Thanks boyfriend and Shidah for mollified and solaced me..
Appreaciated!

For those who don't understand what I blabbered about, please don't misinterpret me.
Forget it.
I just wish that I will not dwell over it anymore however it seems so hard to extricate myself from this shits!
Grrrr...


Breathe in...
Breathe out...
Relax....
I'm trying my very best to let this matter in abeyance..
Deal with it later!!

Seems like my another gorgeous gf gonna miss me too.. Lol.. Tak ehk?? Ko takmu maen perasaan aku uh! Aku tao ko rindu aku.. I'll keep in touch with you all right? *pinky promise*.. Alternatives eh? Like? You wanna me go Sydney straight away? Haha... No other options.. Final.. *sob*sob*.. I won't be long, (maybe).. Tkmu sad2 k? I'll be back.. Ehk, I missed our high-heels date... Play pool with high heels? Eat maggie? Some-more? Ermm... Especially the one we sapu the "payung" at queensway.. Thanks to our vainity!! *smack forehead*.. And you collect those phamplets and randomly dropped it into people's shopping bag! Those mischiveous times! There's too many bittersweets moments we shared.. Don't worry, it will perpetuates in memory.. Love you girl although we kind off drifted apart now.. *pouts* Haiyaamarrkkk .. Sedih lar pulak..

Next!! As i was informed by love, for those who are above 21 will be receiving their GST money.. Ehk? Btl ehk.. So, me being the mentel one, go urot my Mum's leg, and

"Mie, U dpt duit GST ehk next week?"

"Ntah.. Ye ke?
Agaknyer uh.." (tgk mak aku.. maen agak2 pulak!! mcm tao je tactic lame aku)

"Mie, I tink kan.. I nak......" (there goes my sentence, u knw y? )
"Oh uh2 ehk, time tu mummy gi jln pat Ngee Ann City dgn kwn mummy.. I saw this COACH bag tao.. Lawa.. Colour gold-brown.. Birthday mummy pon tak lame agi pe...Rynn cepat keje ehk" *insert senyum innocent nak mampos yg dier bagi pat aku*

Teros terbatal niat nak cakap lame2.. Ader je dier add-on kasut lar.. Wadoiii!!
Coach ehk? Last birthday mintak Bonia..Skrg Coach.. Dier lagi trendy dari aku nih.. Next takmu LV.. Mane duit nk cekao!!

I WANT WORK!!!! Tgk lar!! potong steam aku!! Steam kodoksss..*preeebet**prebeett* For your info, my Mum doesn't know the real existence of town till she started working recently. All she was aware of that town is full of maksiats.. She ever forbids me to even step my feet there.. Pathethic nak mampos!!Maksiat di mana-mana pa.. btl? Sekarang..... Bukan maen lagi.. Asl ajak gi town, she walk infront of me as though she's is very fimiliar with town area.. But yea, her sense of navigation not bad leyy... Baru ingat nak treatment rambot.. Aiseymen... Mcm tao2 je..

Da uh, bsk pagi nk gi jogging! I need to recuperate my stamina.. Then nak gi Pasir Ris Park.. Nak frust tonggek and melalak puas2 dgn hubbykus.. Get ready tissue.. Ehk tak.. Baldi ngan tuala.. Simpan airmate utk bsk! Klw korg pegi and terase laot tu extra masen.. Phm2 je lar k? Adios! Da nak berambos!!

Happy Anniversary Love.

In dream, the perfect love

has a smlie, a voice, a touch

that seem meant just for you.

In dreams, the perfect love

is tender and giving

always knowing just what to say

to make you feel wanted,

just to do

to make you feel loved...

In dreams, the perfect love

is that one person

with whom you can let go

and be yourself,

the one who makes you feel

completely alive

just being near.

I'm luckier

than most people

because I don't have to dream anymore...

I found you..

Dear Love,

Despite being cantankerous and overly-protective, no doubt you have your soft spot that always make me wait with anxiety; longing to be in your arms each day. Nevertheless, your unique charisma captivates me and bring the joyous yet blinding smiles to my face. Thank you for changing the maudlin person I am to a very bubbly and cheerful lady. We always have great time together (pls minus off the times we argue). Yet, at times I love the way we argue then make up and besides that, you respect and uphold my famous sentence " it's either my way or the highway", and you will pander to my command/wishes (okay I sound so bad already),without any exceptions. I maybe selfish,egoistic and opinionated, I admit partly, it was my mistakes too. I'm sorry.I understand your sacrificial time and effort was beyond par to mend your past mistakes and I'm very grateful for that. You went extra miles just to prove me wrong and to bring back that loquacious girl I used to be. I've done rationalizing and come to terms that whatever happened in the past, let it be and bury. What's important is our future now.Let's walk hand-in-hand towards our future dear. I'm very much complacent with whatever I have now. Thanks dear for making it worthwhile.

Psst : Gf (If u're reading this)
Happy 32nd monthsaries to you too that falls one day before me.. (u should know who u are).
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K dah... "tepi"-track..

See-lah, belum pergi KL, da ader minah biseng... Takot rindu cakap!! Ape gune ader gadgets canggih2 klw tak make full-use kan minah... minah ape ehk aku nk pgl ko? minah-kens.. Kental? Kentang? da bgs tao tak rhyme dengan kemek ke kemut ke.. Lol.. Zulaishah.. Zulaishah... Name panjang nah.. bley pendek kan? Zul? Jantan sark... Aishah? Pls, takmu feeling2 mcm name pmpn mly ter-akhir.. Aku rase aku pgl ko Ichaaa.. Huhh... Mcm cute gitu.... Nie mesti ko nk ckp "aku tao aku cute".. tak perlu ehk gerl... K Icha.. Baby Dino aku mane? Busy kejer ehk kak? Lps Icha nyer exams kiter outing uh!!! Da lame tk jmp.. Rindu bangets dweh...Oh ya, Sheryl, if possible tag along pls.. Its been quite a long time we didnt sit and talk.. Alot of things to "ket-chup".. You missed the previous outing! Lame!!

Remember the school I'm applying for? It's sooooo ON!!
I already e-mailed them about my interest in pursuing in that collegue. I have just received the response. Weeee...

Told Mummy about it, she was super-duper sexcited just like me. She prefer me to study in KL. Becoz before this, I have been contemplating to continue another 2 years in Perth, Australia. She kinda disagree with it due to financially tight. Oh wells... But still the best part I can pursue my fashion industry dream. I've set certain goals. I've also broke the news to Love just now, nie lagi satu sotong.. Lol.. Jgn mara Bie, nanti kene jual.. He say anything can, as long as I'm happy.

Visiting KL end of the year to survey more on the school. So... Bangkok trip off ehk? Pfft.. Takpe Bangkok tak lari uh!! Akan ku kembali ke Bangkok and shopping till Bengkok!! Oh ya, to Nora-Lee, how ehk the Bintan trip?

Hows my day?
Feeling so effete.. Grr.. Send countless of resume to few company.. Die2 need a job lar seyy.. Mind you, I already edit my resume for ______times just to make it look more outstanding so that I will be given a chance to get a job soon. Later afternoon, continue painting the door-frame.. Now senget aredy.. Eyes so droppy and my eye-bag weighs 10 tonnes.. Haha.. Mcm phm! Pfft!

Now I think I wanna do my portfolio. Semangat berkobar-kobar mcm Flag Singapore.
Ehk tu berkibar kan? Maaf lar kan, da lame tak masok kelas Cikgu Siti.. Korg yg same skola ngan aku tak perlu igtkan enemy terketat aku ehk pls..
Da uh! Ciao-Cin-Chiioaww .. Haus lar pulaks.. Zaaaapppppp....
Oh ya pade sape meluat tgk gamba di atas esp yg "single-mingle".
3 words for you.

SAPE SUROH TENGOK!

I'm fasting today. Bayar hutang babe. Left with 2 more days.. Yeay.. Can shred those fatties.. Lmao.. Mummy will be off to meeting later with regards of the currents; H1N1.. So, I'll be alone..
Browsing through the net and surprisingly I came across something.. *evil smile*

Since Mummy die2 wanna migrate to Kuala Lumpur after my marriage (insyallah..). I think I will be tagging along
because......

I so wanna pursue my studies in RAFFLES INTERNATIONAL COLLEGUE in KL..
Not so lonely kan.. At least I can study at my comfort zone.. Gasak uh org nak kate aku "awek kotai"... ader makne ke tuh? org nk blaja pe... no sweat uh... chey2.. mcm phm uh ney pompan!

And, and, and... Exciting giler!!!
The school is sooo fucking near to the city..... Near KLCC!!! Obviously theres various well-known boutiques.. Heaven-nyerr... After school can shop2 sey... Best perrr.. *drools*Stop it Rynn.. R.e.c.e.s.s.i.o.n.s... Lol.. Ader ramai uncle yg pemurah buat ape... Confirm dimanjekan habess.. I suker skali..

To adibah, darla, uncle aku da tue n kaye raye, kau suke kan? kirekan baru pencen.. harte karun berge.. berge ape? bergerak *insert lin voice* tapi da de bini babe..klw ye pon, tk ingin aku, kau jadi makcik tiri aku ! uuuuwwweeekkkk....

K back to where I'm blabbering....
Oh ya, actually I'm quite fickle minded between pursuing
"Psychology in Fashion'' or "Beauty Psychology"

and ended up, I decided to take up the first option..

You see, I always have the passion about fashion.. Maybe I inherit this from both my mother and sister because they are a freelance seamstress..

I'll be applying for

Advanced Diploma in Fashion Marketing & Management
Duration : 27 months
Kuala Lumpur

After completing this course,I can continue pursuing

Bachelor of Design (Fashion Marketing)
Duration : 12 months
This the most sexciting part, I can opt to continue my studies either in Singapore itself, uala Lumpur, Bangkok, Beijing, Sydney, or Shanghai campus.

My definite answer will be SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA!!

AND!! They do offer scholarships for the top students to complete the Bachelor degree..*fingers cross*
*sumbah gelek-gerek*
*shake butts*

I do meet their requirements but the only thing, I have to discuss with the MUMMY and of coz the bf..

I promised bf to continue my studies only when he's done with his... Sob.. Sob..
Have yet planned about the big day.. Oppss... Kenduri makan nasi lemak power sudah Bie... Jimat.. Jimat...

Career Oppurtunities
Fashion Buyer
Merchandiser
Event Manager
Fashion Editor
Image Consultant/Coordinator
Costumer Co-ordinator
Fashion Co-ordinator
Market Researcher
Visual Merchandiser
Brand Manager
Public Relations Officer and etc...

But before that, I must complete some certain things first
Obviously my practicals.. lmao!!
Not only mummy, but my friends have been asking when am I booking my damn practicals?
Darah gemuruh tao tak!! Korg mane tao!! Lagipon klw aku pass, chey2 berangan mao lebeh, korg nk belikan aku kerete ke? tak kan? arbey??
Tarik balek.. Cannot lengah2 aredy... Bontot up..
Later will be surveying the TP websites to search for good2 instructors that can make me pass.. Lame!! Thanks ehk diba.. Sayang kaooo...


Sidetrack,
Friday might be heading to Sentosa with the girlfriends.. WUhooo.... Adibah nak join?
Ahlya aka Nora Lee nyer plan.. Jgn risau, semer gegerls jer... Pakai bikini seksi-maots ok?
Tapikan.. confirm tak jadi.. Janji melayu... Standard procedure...
Oh ya, to my BUNIANS Girls, plan next outing pls.. Thank you..

My days start off with Wednesday. Since I have the exuberant mood, I decide to pay gym a visit again. This time round really work my ass off okays!!

Psst : Gf, pls hola me for gym date soon.. Love, love..

And then Thursday onwards busy painting the whole house. Mummy chose the colour. Yellow.. Eeeyewww... No choice... Lmao!! My room kinda in the mess right now.. Still have to mop, clean the window grills, throw unwanted things, and the checklist goes on.. Urgh!!!

Luckily my weekend wasn't a vapid one!

Me and Love decided to go to Changi Park. There is total of 5 people, me, love, his sister, his sister's bf and his cousin. We went there quite late results not spending much time there. Imagine we took bus 59 from Bishan and the whole journey was about 1 hr plus!! Reached our destination at about 5 plus.. Hurried to get our food and settled down some sheltered place..

Ehk, my photo-taking skills not bad ehykk?? Lol

About 2 more days dear to our monthly anniversary. I'm glad we've made through hurdles after hurdles. You just have those uncanny abilities to make me stay right beside you. Your enlightening pesona makes me wanna love you all over again and again. Please don't stop giving me those surprises. Oh ya, get well soon sweetie..

The whole lot of us! Hubby, thanks for the outing..

Got back around evening. Took bus 2 and alighted at Tanah Merah and trained to Woodlands since Love insisted me to stay over his place for the night.. Menjengssss... As usual, my parents are off to their village during weekends.. Lmao!! Since they have durian farm and few other farms, a routine for them to either collet profits from selling the fruits or just bringing back those fruits for me to eat!! Da lame ehk tak shopping pat JB.. *hint2*

His Liltle Entertainment and will hooked on it like forever. *shakes head*
Ok, ney part gerek! My Love here got hidden talent.. He can play those piano.. Haha.. Believe it or not.. When I got money, I buy you the proper piano ehk bie.. For the time being you endure playing the piano above.. Imagine, with that piano above, he played various of music notes includes Crazy Frog, Moonlight Shadown (techno song), Dondang Sayang, National Anthem and etc... *smack forehead*


Sunday Afternoon went back to my crib since I need to do some chores. But ended up accompanying my hubby hogged on to the lappy and download what-nots.. Brunched Nasi Sambal Goreng and he had Nasi Lemak. Thanks to his aunty who works at Bazaar.


About 4 plus, I start cooking coz I know sooner or later Love will start complaining that he's hungry. Pampered nak mampos! The poor gf here have to cook lar kan.. We feasted Sambal Udang (not me coz I'm allergic to them) and Black Pepper Egg with Minced Meat (my new creation). Love tambah 2 kali youuuu.... *claps hand merrily*..
See the last picture? He was trying to help me in the kitchen when he accidently scalded himself.. Lol.. Poor Love.. Tu lar.. Rajin sgnt kan...

Update Soon-est if I can find the time.

Love, Rynn

The Chocate Trafffic BlaBla that Hubb bought for me!

Choc Temptations!!

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO SETTLE DOWN WITH A DENCENT JOB! ITS SO ANNOYING AND FRUSTRATING!! DO YOU FEEL ME? YES? NO?MAYBE? OHHHH... SHUT UP!!

Pardon me for the lapse of outburst.

Over and done with the Diploma.

Up next, Advanced Diploma or Degree perhaps in Pshychology.

I need those kachings in order for me to pursue to higher level. Damn!!

Standard requirement for most jobs in Singapore will be whether you can liase bilingually, experience in certain fields, certain qualifications and the lists goes on.. Yadaa.. Yadaa..



Next important course I'll be taking into considerations to take Chinese Language classes.. No choice.. Hope dear Hubs can join me too.. Hehe..

No doubt, it will be an enrichment and educational learning journey..

On the other hand, Hubs said that he might be signing on with the police since he knows due to recessions and low economy, its hard for him to get job.
All the best dear..

Aiyaya.. Changed background again!! I'm so in love with it can? Blueks

I've just eaten the cake Hubs bought for me.. Thanks dear.. Its damn nice okays.. Lavish amount of chocolates.. Gosh.. Can feel the choc melts in my mouth.. Nyehs..

Hubby decided to be totally sweet boyfriend and sent one random message that made me glee..

He is not the romantic type of boyfriend.. But when he feel like to, he will be the most jiwe rentak case.. Haha..

"Baby, I need to let you know something urgent"

(macam antare hidop ngan mati sark bunyi msg"

"I hope you will not get mad"

(OMG!! mcm laen already!!)

"I've committed a CRIME"

(DANG!!! *insert my unhappy and furios face*)

"I've stolen your heart"

(Chey2! Awww)

"Now I serving the life-time sentence you've given me"

"You've locked me inside your heart so that I wouldn't escape"

Kan3.. Romantic bangets! Nak faint uh! *pouts*

Jealous kan?

Trixinity.net

Watched "Jangan Tegur" and "Night at the Museum 2" again with Hubs. Basically its just a stay indoor for us. And just now, we just catch a new malay movie "Sifu & Tongga". Saiful Ah Pek as usual the leading actor.. Hillarious movie.. I realised my blog has become quite mundane.. No exciting posts.. Lmao!! K da bye! Nak tgk "Memoirs of Geisha".. Toodles..

Hola! Back again!! Feeling so worn out right now!! Whilst waiting for the hubs to come home, I shall flaunt my creativity. Like stated previously, I have revamped my desktop (vista) to mac look a-like.. Credits to my intellectual skills.. I'm very honoured to represent you, my new desktop look.. Haha.. (ney psl tak tao ape nak update lar kan)

The dangling apple is actually consists of my documents,musics,videos,movies and etc. It is something like rocket whereby went u click on it, it will pop up..
Btw, I'm so in love with those sexy girls icons!! Marvellous!!

Above is my first attempt. Those red thingys actually desktop widgets. It includes weather,calender, media player, system info and tracking of my IP address!! Cool shit!!

See those icons below? Yea, I manage to get those apple icons!! Sexcited or wat!!

New background. Combinations of red and black is hawt!! I also manage to change my windows blind. See that dragon? It actually can blow up fire but I didnt manage to capture it.. Boo hoo ..

My Desktop Current Look!!

I have yet to lock certain private files because I don't want my niece to ransacked them without my premissions of cause! *bites fingernails*

Some websites I have already block and lock! Smart-alec benar sey ney pompan.. Oh wellss...
For those who ask me how I do this mac look-alike, I seriously can't remember because there's a few websites I went and mingling with everything. It aint easy yaww...

Sleptover yesterday night at hubby's crib. Afternoon went back amk. Had my proper bath and changed to new clothes and out again to have lunch at LJS. (mcm detailed sgnt gitu.. haha.. perlu?)
Hubby just went off to meet his friends at town. Guy's day out lar konon.. Seeeeyyybook je.. Mentang2 I have my ladies out, dier pon nak tumpang gumbira.. Tak boley jadi nie!!.. I'm going out in while too.. Heading Fitness First Gym.. I'm so gonna shred and burn those unwanted fats.. Hit the killer treadmills.. Nyehs.. Bie, takmu jealous okay? Blueks!!
♥ Private Blog Updated (CLICK HERE)

Hello readers, the site mistress is back. Last update was last week. Reason being I didnt update that often because I cant upload my pictures. Lame. No USB cable. My bluetooth decide to give attitudes. But today, was my lucky day. My lappy bluetooth back to normal.

Yours Truly

My weekends was indeed well spend with the boyfriend. Although it was just stay indoor for us, we did make full use of it. We had a heart to heart talk. He's been highly anticipated talking about our future. *menjeng mode*



Tuesday was a job hunting and slacking session with gf. Granted her request to updates any outing with her only in my private blog. So hover to my private blog.
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For the past days, I ve been busy job hunting, watch mini marathon movie and transformed my desktop look exactly like mac book. Exciting!!! Hehe.. Thanks to my intelligence and skills mingling aroud with all the websites. Downloading,extracting,cut and paste and many more. Take me three days to have that mac complete look.

Movie Marathon
♥ Dance flick - Hillarious Movie. Must watch!! Nanti bilang dah tak suspen. Siket mcm epic movie, if you guys ever watch the movie.. K go!

♥ Ink heart - This movie was eons ago. Just got to watch it. Rent dvd. Since the hubby insisted that this is the good movie. Overall I rated 7/10. Adventure kinda movie. Whereby the leading actor and his daughter have the power to make everything in the book become surreal with their reading skills.

♥ Marley and Me - Outdated movie. Very touching!! How to handle the world's worst dog ever but still adore him at the same time.

♥ Night at the Museum 2 - Sadly this time round, the movie doesn't WOW me. I prefer the 1st one though.

♥Up - This movie have not yet realease but I got to watch it! Hehe. Cool!! For those who likes watching cartoon, I recommend you this movie. Touchy yet cute!!

♥ Jangan Tegur - For those who already watch and claimed the movie sound effect very the kurang ajar nak mampos. I totally agree with you guys!! My brother bought the pirated dvd, yet the sound system pon tak kasi last warning!! Not scary at all.. Cume yg thrilling is the sound effect je.. Story line better then the previous ones. Hantu dier maen lidah babe!! Hehe.. Horny2..

Sidetrack, thinking about customising my laptop skins. See below.. Lawa seyy..

Sexy yet stylish sey.. Hmmm... Next....






HP is the model I'm using. Red ehk? Next.....




Alahaiiii... Girly sunggoh..... Klw ader bling2 da lawa....... Next pls...




U guys guess what is this?
Handbag?
Make up bag?
No!!!
Its laptop!!
Cute kan?? So random!!








Alamark... Soooo in love with this lar sey!!! Hehe..

This will be one of my random rantings.
Going out later, will be meeting Ms. Lin.
Gonna fetch her for her TP.
Wow!! Member da TP already.
*roll eyes* hehe.
I think I should be booking my practicals now (later i mean).
We'll see.
OMG! Few hundreds kachings gonna fly soon. *sob sob*


GSS is here. Yeay!
But, I ain't/can't do my retail therapy.
Blearghs!
I'm so sure that all my favourite boutiques having their sales now! ARSE!!
I think I need to revamp my wardrobe.
Never mind. On a brigther note, mummy will be flying me off to Bangkok. Tsk.Tsk.
Wuhoooo!! End year sale / Christmas sale! I like!!
She will only sponser my air ticket! Lame!!
That means I have to start working and saving.
The last time I went there was 2006 and I spend near S$2k. Big spender.
But that time I was working and thanks to the daddy for adding some allowance to my shopping spree. Shop till I go bonkers.
Psst.. Dear.. Wanna follow? U mesti nk ikot nyer! Save up orites!
If not Bangkok, KL pon ok..
Free accomodation. Don't have to worry about that. All kind or private residences and landed property are available. Thanks to the aunties and uncles. Comfirm aku "di-pamperkan"..
I need to pay visit to Sunway Lagoon (last time I went there was eons ago)!! Pfft!! Time square. Genting Highlands. The twin tower. Ape lagi? Never mind. Can check the websites!
Bottom line is, I seriously need to save up! Badly wanna holiday!


Today is Friday?
WTH!!
2 bitches in the house! (Not my mother ehk plz)
Make it 3. Includes that fucker!!

I'll update later, perhaps.


Off to my "bimbo books".

One after another disputes. I'm totally disappointed with you.

You ever cajoled me, saying thins will be alright.

Well, at the tender naive age, I believed in you.

But things we never "okay for me"

To this very day.

I was being pretentious.

Playing the game that I don't wanna commit.

You thought I feel better when I'm not.

But you never read my mono-syllabic responses.

You never understand those broken smiles.

You never feel those crystals tears.

You never heard me cried out loud, wailing like a mad girl.

All you ever wanted was me to achieve your dreams.

By the way, thanks for satisfying and feeding my craves.

By that, you hope that I can pertain that ideal and pristine lady.

Apologies, I cant pretend anymore.

How could you ask me to pretend things when I'm the one feel disturbed?

Its totally absurd.

I don't wish to compromise.

Another chapter yet to begin.

And to you,

I never wanted to hurt you nor to hate you.

I never hold any vendettas against you.

This prolonged-bitter feud I had is killing me.

Thanks to my friends and bf for listening my woes.

Thanks Lin for making your way back to my life.

Its been hard after your dissapearance.

And not forgetting, wish you luck on you TP gf.

Don't worry, I ll be having my practicals real soon.

Don't forget to teach me ehk teacher.

Not fogetting for the long-meaningful conversation we had.

Its hard for me to verbalise some things but I guess nothing else I have to hide since you know most of my past, woes,sad moments and everything.. Don't worry, I ll heed your advices..

Don't hilang2 again ehk.. purlezeee.. Love you!

To Shidah, who are always there to hear my non-stop naggings..

Who will feed me food and force me to gulp all them down.. Gosh, one gd gf I have.. Thanks for your time, attention, tissues, food, junkies,shoulder,sweater, sending me home and many more.. I know I can be a cry-baby at times but don't get tired of me plz..Love you!

And to bf.. I know you've been trying pretty hard to make me laugh or smile.. Thanks dear.. Tolerating my mood-swings is hard but so far, its manageble. Thanks for the understanding.. Warmth hug.. Gifts.. Sending me home safely.. Food.. Junkies..Kisses.. Hugs..Holding me.. Love you too.. Hope we can sustained a long relationship..

I miss my other gfs too..