I am on my not very best these few days.
A lot have been happening and I'm cranky.
I have not been eating well. I didn't take any rice for the past days.
I guess I'm too tired, thinking about everything.
Ya Allah, give strength and courage to go through this on my own. Amiin..

Short updates.

As you can see, I've change here and there.
Still I'm not yet done.
I'm gonna remove my archives soon.
I don't know what to update actually.
I m planning not to sleep for today so the next night I can have back my sleeping routine.
I don't want to stay up late anymore.
Mentally and physically prepared before I start working life soon.

I'm still thinking of changing my phone.
Currently I've been using Nokia E63.
I've been eye-ing on HTC Touch Pro 2 somehow the boyfriend suggested to get myself 4G I-phone just because I'm so into their applications. Urgh.. See how..

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute and then forgets you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard your entire bad characteristic.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girls attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. Are they sure having one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many thins and it is drinking.

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke (irritate) the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

19. Giving a guy hanging message like “You know what?!.. Uh.. Never mind!” would make him jump to conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

20. Guys are good flatters when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favour, he’s actually saying he doesn’t like you and can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girls says “no” a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clear.

24. Guys hate gays!!!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom you boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you from liking someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirt.

42. Guys try to find stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them

45. Guys think too much!

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girl’s height doesn’t really matter to guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when there’ve been together for 3 years of more.

51. * You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriend.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s actually saying “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listens to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really thinks that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it objectionable when girl swears.

83. Guy’s weakest point as at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing thins.

86. When a guys looks at you, either amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him why first.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even for just one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions of you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boy’s things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them, if they are serous in your relationship.

Back blogging.
I know!! I'm so being unpredictable, when I feel like blogging, I tend to blog like almost everyday.
If not I will leave this page blank for weeks. Well, this is the place for me to vent out everything. I do not care if I have just few readers. I'm happier that way.

Boyfriend already fell asleep minutes ago and now here I am blogging.
We had a slight tiff just now and luckily we're back on track again.
It's hard for him to let me go despite me being me, always bring up the "break up" topic.
Don't ask me why. Boyfriend already immune to it by now.
We shouted, we cursed, we swore, we cried, we kissed, we hugged and we make up.
No doubt every relationship go through the same phase.
I kinda sleepy now. Gonna tuck in later.
My post kinda draggy with no pictures.
For, I simply can't be bothered.
I still need to do something about my blog here and there.
Kyla, wanna join boyfriend to sleep.
Nights.

Pardon for the 'burokness' in the picture above.
The clothes I wore seems familiar right?
Yes, it was the previous raya clothes and I wore it for the brother's wedding.
Since the theme is black and red, I decided to wear all black.
Initially I wanted to wear something not related to the theme at all. Lol.

I was having really bad eye bag due to the insufficient sleep I had the previous days.
Busy helping my mum in the kitchen with a lot of stuff to handle.
Oh ya, pictures I already upload some of the pictures at my facebook account.
I'm the unpaid paparazzi for the day.
Snapping pictures here and there.
Relatives and visitors were on-going throughout the event.
People whom have not met me for few years shock to see me now.
Well, I grew up la please. Haha.
My sister and mother drag me here and there, introducing me to their friends, relatives and yada-yada. Some I still remember, some? I really have no idea that they know me.
But one thing in common about them is, they asked me the same question.
Including my uncles, aunties and cousins.
*shakes head*
"Rynn, when is your turn?"
Woah... Is my brother's occasion and people already excited waiting for my turn.
Told Mum about it and she just smile.
Till at one point of time, I asked all my uncles to sponsor my wedding.
Surprisingly they agree.
Like so gerek ehk jadi "centre of attraction"..
But with conditions.
They can only sponsor me in RM (ringgit malaysia). LOL..
Mak oi.....
Mum suggested me to have at one of the hotel where my cousin is working now.
Which is in JB.
Reason? So that my relatives from malaysia doesn't need to go through the hassle of coming down to Singapore.
I leave it to the mother to decide.
Told boyfriend about it and he just smile.
He was also excited about it. Masyallah!!
Insyallah... Amiin...

But I had fun bonding with my relatives from malaysia.
Well, I used to be the shy girl la okay.
Now, I'm trying to open up.

I thank my besties who came down to accompany me.
And also the boyfriend who came and got disturbed by my relatives.
He was mad blushing and whining "Biee.... I malu sey.."
Malu arbey nak nikah dgn org!!
Ape saje tao MUHD AZROY!
Alhamdullilah, my aunties, uncles and cousin semua suke u..
Pasal u hensem! Lol.. Nih part mcm nak muntah gitu!

Everything ended about 9 but by 8pm i demanded bf to send me home.
I feel uncomfortable due to my heavy menses!!
Sucks!
Got home and crashed till the next day, which is Sunday.

Got ready by noon and send my cousin to Woodlands to visit her friend.
Meet up with dear bf.
Went Marsling to get his wax and get his eyebrow done (i know!! vain!!!)..
Afterwhich, departed ways, back to hougang.
By night, all my relatives went back to Malaysia.

Monday noon, woke up, went back to sis's place, clean up her house.
Catching up things.
and now back home.
Gonna hit the sack like soon!!
Be back!

Its nearly 2 am now.
My eyes are tired but I couldn't get myself to sleep.
Well, let me do quick update first.
There's a lot to update however I'm gonna keep it first.
Alhamdulillah, the ceremony on Saturday falls smoothly.
Thanks for those who came.
My uncles, aunties and cousin keep disturbing me.
I got the limelight.
Juicy updates next.
For now, i'm out..
Stay tune okay?