Got my eyebrow done at last.
Got myself my lens for driving purposes.
Inspired tote bag by AnnaSui.
And now, impatiently waiting for the boyfriend to come over because I'm so gonna outburst my anger!! No!! He doesn't make me angry, someone else.. Fucking irritating!!
Sidetrack, Sunday will be my shopping spree date with Mr. Boyfriend.
And, i wanna watch JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK!!
Out!

Initial plan was just to check my mail and pooffff to sleep but yet maybe I should spend sometime typing down my thoughts or L-O-V-E to my boyfriend. I know ehk bie, one moment I can be very romantic and the other moment I can become sucha bitch to you.. So you better treasure the moment I'm being nice.. Susah datang tao!! Maybe I start with clearing your doubts? Hehe..Suke hati I uh I slalu cakap I tak sayang you kan bie.. You mane ley buat pape kan sayang? Haha.. I tak sayang you, I cinta you je lar tonchet!! (sound so fimiliar sey tu line, opps.. line you ehk? pakai kejap ..) Now you MUST say Awww.....Khekhekhe.. *mentel mode*

Specially Dedicated To You,

You asked me not once, not twice, and not thrice,
but zillion-th times, if I LOVED YOU,
came YES was my reply
although at times I may be cheeky with my answers-
but with my tender heart I worry
about the tears in your eyes..
You asked me if I still wanted you despite you betrayed me,
still desired your loving touch-
my reply was YES DEAR,
because I know nobody can love you like I do,
you'll never know how much..
You asked me if I MISS YOU-
when you're not around,
and without any hesitation,I replied,
"My loneliness won't leave me alone"..
You asked me if I could go and move on,
if we should apart-
my reply to you
"It sure break my heart"..
You asked me what I would do,
if my love you betrayed-
I told you in whisper,
"I'd just turn away", eventually I did..
But turned back to you..
You asked me if I would believe you,
if others' told me lies-
I told you,
"I'd find the truth hiding in you eyes"..
You asked me if I'd tell you that I'd fallen out of love with you,
with a nervous smile, I replied,
"that's something I'd never do"

Love, Rynn

Let me spare few minutes updating my blog.
On a brighter note, I'm done with my Business Mathematics Assignment.
The assignment supposed to due end of August but I've done everything within 3 days.

Gosh, I miss my tonchet already.. Roughly about 4 more months to ORD ehk b?
Wuuhhoooo...
ORDDDD-OH!!
Meh kite countdown!!

I forgot to upload this pic above.. Lol.. Can see dearest boyfriend very the semangat kental bace pledge.. Haha.. There will be no weekend for us except Sunday because he have deployment!
NS SUCKS SMALL TIME!!
Hehe..
Nvm lar.. Sunday you just rest at home..

I drewed us on the road with chalks.
** I know... I know.. Mcm phm kan? So??**
Hehe

"I wrote your name on the cloud, it was blown away,
I traced your name on the sand, the sea vanished it away,
I engraved your name on my heart, where it will always stay"

I know lar.. my jiwe very the jiwang2 already..
K lar.. Nak tido..
Kene bangon siang!!
Ngantok!!

Ongoing assignments have been pilling up calling for my undivided attention and uptight schedules, therefore I'm taking indefinite leave of absence from blogging.. Pardon me for the lack of updates.. I'm trying my very best to blog for the sake of boyfriend who is now actively reading my daily rants.. Blearghs!! Today's rant will be lengthy.. I've upload pictures for your eyes to feast on..

26/07/2009
"Sometime love comes around.. It knocks you down, just keep back up when it knocks you down"
Happy 2 years and 9 months to Hubby Roy. You never fails to do your best with your enlightening pesona, stupid ever jokes and silly surprises just to make your miss here cheer up. Although nowadays you have been getting yourself into trouble and your sweet-nothings becoming quite cliche, you know that I can't simply just forget about this relationship. Prove me something that I'm worth being with you ehk Bie.. May we have more monthsaries to come.
Thanks for the gift. Love, love..

Lets start on with Sunday, as mentioned previously, I have a crash course at APMI KAPLAN. Business mathematics. So my guesses are all true.. It's about maths.. 8 hours of stucking my butts on chair and eye on the screen.. Drive me nuts.. But it's not bad after all as the lecturer so called spoon fed us.. Lol! He can still say "Ok, you guys can go to sleep first alright because this part is not so important.. But you would wanna wake up when I'm going through your assignments.." *shakes head* Nie mcm pensyarah pon ader.. But, his testimonials quite impressive okay!! He is currently certified accountant in Singapore,Malaysia,Canada and Australia.. I ponders how much his total income.. OMG!! Besides that, he is doing his PHD in NTU, Doctorate in Business Administration! Gosh!! Double Boom!! I so wanna continue my studies to PHD level!! Insyallah!!
I think I have no problem with math because your missy hear is the arithmetc connoisseur.. I did pretty good for my previous O-levels maths horr.. Haha..
Cut it short, yesterday was about PROBABILITY, MEAN,MEDIAN,MODE and a bit of A-Maths.. Higher standard.. I paid extra attention to the lecturer and VIOLLLAA!! I managed to do the assignments whilst the lecturer busy entertaining those who don't understand or just lazy to understand.. Ended up, the lecturer gave the answers.. Now, all I need to do is transfer my working to Microsoft because it needed to be type written.. That spells hassles!!
Boyfriend fetch me then after school. Visted the new Orchard Central nearby. It's damn big ok!! Dine-in Macdonalds.. Had shaker seaweed fries!! SEDAP!! Long time no see sey nie barang baekk punyer lar!! Window-shopped.. Off to ION, the new shoppin centre too.. Lol.. Nice..Nice..
And then it was home sweet home..
Sweet boyfriend got me a Mickey Mouse!! Lol!!

Up Next : NDP Rehearsal 2009, 25/07/2009..

Lets check out the FunPack.. Lol.. The boyfriend very semangat sark.. Once we settled down, and he turned to me and say "Bie, I nak check fun-pack dulu uh!!".. *shakes head*

As you can see.. Oh ya.. I still remember, KFC used to sponsor the food for us.. Now no more ehk.. Ape sey.. Because of that, we rushed to BK to get some food.. BK Rendang for me and BK Chicken sandwich for the boyfriend.. And boyfriend say it's not enough food, since he wanted to have bread, rushed to Kiliney cafe to get himself a kaya toast bread.
Let me go into detail on the items okay? Haha..
Chocolate gardenia bread (tao amek lebeh uh!! I like seyy!!)..
Biscuits.. (BORING!!!).. 1 bttle NEAWATER (sape2 nak?.. the boyfriend drink it coz bopian lar kan, no more water..muke dier time minom.. haha.. laugh my arse off!! funny na mampos!!) .. 2 packets of drinks (H2o and crysanthemum, ehk spelling correct or not uh? cincai lar).. Coupon /vouchers to redeem (eye focus on 50% off to Jurong Bird Park and some makeover studio and many more lar kan.. kiasu singaporeans!!).. PONCO (incase hujan babe.. klw sape2 takde baju tuh, nie pon bole.. sexy youuuu.. can see trhough lagi taooo... mane dapat .. lol).. Vitamin C sweets (I give to boyfriend, rase tak sedap lar.. cerewet benar!!)...Dry and wet tissues... To sum up.. The fun pack consist of things to eat,drink, read and play lor.. Haha.. SEXCITING!!!

PICTURE GALLERY

Some of the pictures as shown above, akak with specs noh!! Biase lah kan, akak potek.. Buat pe datang but then cannot nampak the parade and all.. Walaupon ticket free, semangat kental habesss.. Oh ya, we bought ourselves a couple tee just for the NDP show on last wednesday if I'm not wrong.. Semangat kan??

The Parade during the broad daylight!!

Evening.
Sadly, I'm just too lazy to upload the fireworks and some other videos with regards of the celebration.. Alar, tgk TV on actual day sudah!! After that, it was straight home sweet home for us because I have lessons the next day..

Friday night, I persuaded the boyfriend to come over and company me since my parents will be going over to JB like again!! Asek kene tinggal jer!! Usually I can stay alone but not that particular friday!! DAMN!! You guys should know about the NENEK JUAL KEROPOK!


Nie bukan maen2 already sey.. It really happened tao!! Not to me.. But to my cousin who's residing in AMK avenue 1... The nenek came about Maghrib (7plus pm).. Her hubby bought the keropoks.. My cousin portrayed her as a very simple lady, carrying a red big beg and cajoling them to buy at least one and they did eventually..
After consuming the keropoks, the hubby suddenly got a very terrible stomache and their daugter merely 2 years kept absolute silent and not being her usual-selfs.. They get worried and called her mother (who is my aunty)..
They went out in search of holy water..
And when they reached home, only then they realised that the keropok is in bad quality..
Told mummy that hubby gonna accompany me for the night.. She advised me to shut all windows and door.. Menakotkan lar tu nenek!! Naseb baek tu anak sampai siang!! Siap kasi warning, nak naek msg ke call dulu.. HAHA!!

AHHH!!! This one we go Bugis to get the couple tee's.. Boyfriend with his sick face..The day before he has night shift.. So that explains his droppy eyes.. Mate steam sey bie.. Lol!!

Crash Course with Ms. Julaiha aka my sister.

Like I've said, I'm having crash course with my sister. Mummy says, Kills 2 birds with 1 stone..
Yea, I manage to cover up the topic on cutting the clothes and drawing template of clothes.. Expert already... See.. I'm a fast learner lar sister.. Poor sister have to entertain my non-stop questions.. "Ehk, why must draw like that?", "Why not nice?", "Why my curves not like yours?" and etc.. I did it in mere 2 hours.. Ok next, pants.. Then I complain to sister, I'm hungry.. Cekek darah punyer adek!! I went to ransacked her wardrobes and sit queitly beside and searching through all her recipe book!! She have no idae to cook.. And so.. we decided on the dish above.. It supposed to me called as "MEE LAKNA" or mee lakhnat lar kan.. haha.. But, we changed some of the ingredients so practically changed the name as well.. Rushed to nearby NTUC to get the things and went back to cook.. Not bad sey.. Biaselah kan, I masak mah... Like Hor Fun pon ader.. Alarmak, whilst typing this, stomach hungry sey.. How like that??!..

That morning, have a heart to heart talk with Mummy.. I sensed she's hiding something from me.. And that very morning, before I made my way to sister's place, I manage to connive her about her eccentric demeanor .. She broke down in tears.. Its quite saddening and I felt a total failure to my mum.. She has been tolerating with all my shits all these while and when she's at the lowest, I was not there for her.. She said, she didn't wanna worry me.. Mummy can be very cagey and tends to hide her emotional turmoil.. I think most of the mother does that.. I became wiser.. Nah.. I don't regret the events that took place because of all these several facets made me discovered profound insights..And now, I started to embark on a period of experimentation to gain experience and knowledge I missed out during my teen years.. The most significant element that my mother had taught is to be authentic best self and to religion.. But I always neglected the values that my parents have instilled in me.. Definitely, I'm gonna endeavor these to my next generations.. Mummy, thanks for everything.. I'm trying my very best to be there when you need me.. And please stop talking about death.. I'm not ready yet to lose you anytime soon.. Not until I repay your kindness.. I hope ALLAH will grant me my wishes.. Insyallah..

Way Overdue Pictures.
Procrastinator Rynn? Melampaooo!!
Pasir Ris Beach Outing..

The funny thing is, dear hubby got himself a damage slippers.. Tu lar, sape suroh pakai slipper masok air.. Kan da kembang and putos!! He smiles cheekily at me.. Sempat singgah White sand buy new pair of slipper.. Imagine, we walked from the beach till white sands lar okay? Jaoh kan nie mala-ons jln.. Step kaki tempang jer.. Padehal2.. And yea, Dapat Dumbo lar sey!!! Haha!!
Recenlty I got myself another soft toy from boyfriend, Sticht Presly look-a-like.. Thanks horrr...


The sumptuous food that we indulged.. Mummy cooked for us Ayam Masak Kurma, knowing me and boyfriend are going for picnic.. "Cukop ke Rynn? Nanti Roy lapar kang?" See, bukannyer nak heran aku lapar... INI TIDAK ADIL!! Haha.. Hubby highly anticipating search for shells.. Dier nie memang.. "Bie, takmu ddk jer uh.. Temankan I carik ikan ke, kupang ke, balek bolek masak".. Haha.. Aku yang nak gi Beach, dier yang excited berok!!

K uh!! Thats long ehk..
Nak kene buat assignments already!!


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I'm back on track..

Previous-ly, I went M.I.A; settling some things with the boyfriend as I have declared "cold-war" the week before.

So here I am, back blogging.

Proper updates soon.

Schedule have been so uptight and that including have an pretty early beauty sleep.

This weekend will be a fanta-bulous-ly blast, I hope! You better don't spoil my day ehk Mr.Boyfriend.

I screwed my practical.. Dang!! It's scary !! OMG!! The car jerk countless of times and yada yada.. Like hello, I'm a first timer holding those gear and whatnots.. Give me sometime, I guess..

FTT will be next month!! I'm so gonna book the trial test..

On the brigter side, I've got a job offer.. Good pay I must say..

But then, it's located at Jurong Island.. Makk oiii... Da mcm nak msk custom go JB sey!! How ehk like that? I will reconsider.. I know.. I know.. Nowadays pretty hard to get a job.. This Sunday, there is a job affair but I can't go.. Lmao!!

Or should I work at Changi Airport.. Definitely the boyfriend will oppose to my suggestion.. See how..

I received a letter and some phamphelets from Raffles International Collegue..

I think I have no problem enrolling myself in that school..

Good environment..

And I scroll down to see the cost of the course..

RM61,500..

Thats make about $29k..

Pengsan!! Can be paid with 8 installments..

Wahhhh.. Still expensive ehk like that..

But if I were to pursue in Australia, it will be much more expensive..

Told mummy about it.. I guess she already aware of the amount..

And she said she can top-up for me but I must start working and save up from now..

Otherwise, she will have mortgage the land that she and my dad bought for my studies..

We made a simple calculation and stuff.. Talking about my studies..

And we come to make an agreement..

Mummy, I don't really wanna burden you.. I will try my very best to find that amount of money..

Maybe you can just get me an apartment or something there.. Melampao!! But I think there will be no problem since my uncles have a lot of properties there that they rented them out..

They surely welcome me with open arms.. LOL!!

Will I ever to save that kind of amount?

I'm worried already..

As for the boyfriend, we will be surveying school of boston as he's keen to apply for the Diploma in Hotel Management..

Quite expensive too.. No choice.. He have to do something about his future already..

Money-management wise.. We have to start planning by now..

We have alot of responsibilities need to be settled..

I think we need to strike off and sacrifices our shopping list..

Urgh!!!

Saturday : Get a free tickets to NDP Rehearsal.. Courtesy to my nephew who's performing this year......

Sunday : Business Mathematics Crash Course @ AMPI Kaplan (GOSH!!!!)

9am-6pm..

Grr.. That's long okay!!

1 down.. 3 more course to go..

Business Mathematics? Sound so cheam..

I need candy-loly, sweater, plain water, tidbits...

Or else, I surely fell asleep in class... Gross!!!

Just a random rant.

Yesterday, I ditched the Pandan trip plan.
Instead, I went meet my girlfriend at Teck Ghee CC with her clicks.
I poured out everything.
And, she said, if she were me, she were to react the same thing.
Hmmp.. So your fault..

Watched Harry Porter.
Conclusions?
Not worth your penny and trip to cinema. Trust me.
Crap!

Early this morning, chatted with my gorgeous ever girlfriend, Lin.
I miss you okay?
Meet up when you're free darla.
Aku ibarat sambal belacan kau.
Kau ibarat ikan keringku. Lol.
Inside joke.
Gosh, I miss my girlfriends already.
My health deteriorates just this morning.
Head spinning round and round.
Puking all the meals I had the previous day.
Fight for the diseases.
I went jogging!
Getting all perspired.
Since mother will be attending some receptions, I choose to stay at home and hook up to my laptop and you-tubing all the way. More movies I've watched.

Gosh, a lot of things in hand I need to settle.
I'll be having 4 additional bridging course to add-on to my current qualifications.
1st course start this month.
Crash course with my sister; sewing of clothes.(no damage cause to my pockets!)
Speak fluent mandarin course at nearby CC. Thanks to the mother. (minor cents; affordable)
Hairstyling crash course with my mother's friend. (FOC)
And not forgetting, my car practicals this week. (since i have savings since young, so no worries)
Nervous nak mampos!!
My weeks gonna be fully occupied and I kinda like it that way.

And, i will be considering of changing my number again.
Why?
I ain't want disturbance from unwelcome people in my life.
Its only 8.30 now.
I think I going out now.
Taking fresh air.


What an unpleasant surprise!
First, you don't have to hide your identity by using "GUESS WHO?"
Because, I don't have time playing this game of yours.
DEFINE LOVE and MISS, please. Thank you!
Last Thursday? What happened?
Would you kindly share with us what happened on that particular day before I go further?
Wow! It amazed me that you're stalking my blog for ... 24/7?
Refreshing my page to see my updates?
Only now? May I know, since when the hell you have the time to type my URL and check on me? I thought you never cared, Mr Muhd. Azroy Bin Md. Kamaruzaman.
And, what makes you think that I'm doing fine?
I'm very much sure that you have read m previous rants.
Wow! It takes days to apologize.
You have this issue and attitude with a capital E.
Egocentric.
Lastly, enjoy your days boy.
Freedom is welcoming you home.

Afternoon..
Surprisingly, my updates during weekends never ever did happen.
But today will be exceptional.
Thanks Allah, my fever have subsides.
No more blocked sinuses.
Welcome back.
I woke up pretty late in the afternoon.
Thanks to the mother who fed me the medications early in the morning;
making me dizzy and dose off again.
Today plan to chinatown was canceled due to some occurrences that shall not be disclosed to public. Nyehs!
But its okay. I have my own back-up plans.
Maybe heading to Pandan, JB later tonight.
And I smell retail therapies need to be done latest tonight! Lol.
Ransacked my wardrobes and making list for the things I shall buy.
High possibilities I'll be buying things on impulses.
If I cant found things that I wanted, maybe shall drag the mother to City Square, JB.
But that's only gonna happen tomorrow and only if she's not tired.
Hopefullys she will agree to get my hair done.
Thinking of curls. Bangs? Highlights?
Terkopak!!
Fair lar.. She gonna do her shopping at too at Nilai(which is just below KL).
I won't be following because that's the place I called "tempat mak-mak".
So, I'll be left alone on 15/09. Grr..

There is some movies I watched recently that made me glued to my laptop ever since.

Obsessed Starring Beyonce Knowles - Thumbs up!! Nice Movie about! Beyonce so called sacrifices her degree for the mean time to be a full-time homemaker to her husband and son. But then, here comes the third party who I think is psychologically disturbed tried to wreck the marriage.
Miss March- I'm not so sure whether this movie gonna be played in cinemas. I download it somewhere. But it was written 2009 movie, so yeah. It's kind of R21. Obscenity. Lol. Very hillarious indeed. Its about this two buddies. One wish to remain abstinence and only to give it to the person he love that is his girlfriend. And the other was so busy exploring intimacy. Somehow, something unexpected happened that made them drove off to PlayBoy Mansion. Geess.. Nice..

I'm addicted to you-tube too nowadays watching movies.
Some movies I recall watching is Lovewreck, Sydney White and What A Girl Want. All these movies starring the most talented actress ; Amanda Bynes.
It's about girly2 movies. Love.College.Some hiccups along the way.Make up.
Be back later I guess.
*lip smack*

Contemplating...
Should I cut bangs??
Getting vapid of the same hairstyle lurhz!!
Just got back from a nearby private clinic..
My mum lar.. Forgot take the receipt..
Must claimed daddy!! lol..
Afterwhich, the temptation of having fondue for dessert is so high that I pleaded my Mummy..
Da saket2 pon nak maken ice-cream!! Cekek darah..
Bak pepatah org tue.. Nie semer obat baek babe.. Lol..
Mummy give in coz I became cranky already..
Yelah.. Aku tgh frust tonggek!! Menongeng-nonggeng aku pat umah menahan sakit!!
Sakit demam, sakit batok, seleseme and not forgetting, saket hati dan jiwe rage! Lantak!!
Bergembirelah due beranak menikmati kelazatannya makanan itu.. Classic habes!!
Mummy bought her own mineral water..
Yelah.. Mineral water dier mentang2 stakat letak lemon pon kene charge oiii...
Recession!!
I've been eyeing this one black jacket!!
Urgh!!
Stress perh!!
Ok rantings today are so random!!

Ehk, tadi kan, I just rant about this makcik jual keropok kan?
When I was about to go out just now, suddenly there's a knock on the door sey..
Tak piker pape lar kan..
Skali pegi hall...
Amek ko!!
Terkejot katak aku!!
Ader makcik jual keropok lar sey..
"Neng, mahu beli nggak kerepek pedesss?"
Pedas dier pekat lar horkay??
Dalam hati aku cume tuhan jer tao.. Step mane peh cool..
"Maaf Bu', tuan umah lagi nggak ada"
LOL!!!
Fuh!!! Ayat killer tuh!!
"Permisi, assalamualaikum"

"Walaikumsalam wr wb"
Haha... Saket perot sioww menahan ketawe..
Mum went out of the room (deknie mmg, mls nak entertain sales personnel, so when sape2 tak kenal dtg bwk beg bsr, member da sorot dalam bilek siang2.. Yela, kiter suke bukak pintu.. Rimas pintu asek tutop je.. Tu lar padahnye!)
"Ehk, what happened?"
I told her... She start laughing at her silly daughter..
Terlupe skejap kesaketan aku!!

Oh ya.. Pade orang-orang.. I repeat ehk skali lagi...
Orang-orang..
Yang telah melanggar wire-wire yg sudah maklum kusut..
Don't tell me that I did not warned you ehk purlezeee..
I have definite problems with people who have no iniciatives at all..
I despise those creatures..
Dalah, malas nk mengamok2 panjang2..
Lagi bgs aku jimat tenage pot-pet-pot-pet aku pade bende yg berfaedah!!

Today friday?
Ok its Saturday already!!
Weekend fly fast please!!

Updating my space will be justice done after abandonment for weeks.
Uploading of pictures will be done in next entry. Hopefullys..

Before anything, I would like to share my eerie encounter that took place about two weeks ago at my sister's place; Hougang.
That very day, something bad happened that shall not be disclosed here due to certain circumstances.
Rushed to sister place quite early in morning.
Fast-forward.
My sister insisted by cajoling me to stay over her place for the night.
Haiyooo..
Pandai kakak aku buat her cat pity face.. Cair uh!! Grrr...
I sympathize her for things occured.
Oh ya, btw, I turned into one big fugly monster you could ever imagine that very day.
Result?
Slapping, kicking, pulling of hair, yanks of vulgarity and etc..
Aftermath?
Bruises.Blood.Swollen.Cuts.Physically Hurt. Mentally Tortured. Emotionally Harrased. Psychologically Perturbed.
Let your imagination run wild aye.

That very night, I was discussing the trivial issues with her and her husband(my bro-in law).
When suddenly I heard a girl crying. (tersedu-sedu sark)
Urgh.. Whilst typing this down, I'm having goosebumps sey..
I ignored thinking that this person deserves it.
But then, it became louder.
I signaled my sister.
She heard the same thing and when to check.
I was taken aback when she said everybody was sound asleep.
And.. and.. and..
Only the both of us heard it okay?
My brother in law claimed he didn't hear a single thing.
Thought he was kidding.
We continued our conversations.
Within seconds, I heard it again.
It's getting scarier.
Then, all of us, close the case and decided to hit the sack.
By then, it was close to midnight.
I could not sleep a wink.
I kept tossing and turning.
But....
When I was about to sleep...
I heard a loud breathing just near me..
OMG!!!
You know what I do??
I turned on the damn lights.
And continue sleeping till next morning.
Penakot habes!!
The next morning, my sister and bro-in-law came in my room and asked me what happend and sorts of question.
I told them and they blamed me for not waking them up.
Lerr... Korang kan nak kene bangon pagi per..
Takkan nk ganggu kan? Lmao!!
After that incident, I waited impatienly for my mum to fetch me home.. Lol..
Cekek darah!!
I reckon this experince is the scariest shit ever!!
I once encoutered this super-natural thing but that was about 5 yrs ago.
That is not scary because I was damn sick and this thing wanna play some game with me at the wee hours.
I ran amok!
It all begin when Mummy wanna play badminton with me.
So, being the ever-filial daughter (mcm phm)
I layankan lor.. Lol.. Bad ehk..
It was near 7pm when we went up.
I was bathing at that point of time when out of sudden I have this very terrible stomachache.
I thought it was a nature's call.
But then I was wrong.
My body gets itchy till I don't know where to even scrub.
My face changed.
I could not even stand.
All I did was lying down helplessly.
My parents brought me to the nearest private clinic.
I was jabbed! Syiok perh!!
Reached home.
Had my medications and off to sleep.
I had a nightmare.
In that dream, my parents and I were looking out the window and we saw Cik Kak.
Her eyes were so red.

I woke up!
And what you think I saw?
My parents were exactly doing the same thing in my dream.
They were looking out the window.
When I looked out, there was nothing.
I asked them, what happened?
They said the door bell has been ringing since midnigth.
WTF??

After sometime, they left my room and went back to theirs.
Strange things occured.
I did asked my mother to swicth off the fan before she went to bed.
However, my fan occilated from left to right vigourously as though someone is controlling the fan. It was swicth on and off eventhough the main switchhas alredy been turned off, if you understan what I'm implying.
I rememebered vivdly. I was not scared because I was damn sick and no mood to tolerate that kind of nonsense and I shouted some vulgarities.
It stopped.
But then, the bell continues ringing.
I grabbed my house keys and went out of the house.
Nie part aku menyesal.
Bulu roma aku naek lar!!
But.. But... But...
My parents came to rescue..
My mother said that she can't sleep and heard some commotions.
Lol..
My father then recite certain phase of "Quran".
Alhamdullilah.
My father continued sleeping.
Me and my mother?
We can't sleep.
We fried some instant chicken, fries and stuff.
Watch P.Ramlee dvds. I know.. Very classic kan??
Nie pasal da takot nyer pasal!!

K nie last story.
Ehk, I think I should share this story to Misteri Jam 12 sey gini.
I'm a big fan sey..
Penakot2 pon dengar jugak tao sorang2!
Thrill habes!!

Pena dengar bunyik kude?
I heard it about maybe 15 years back.
Time tuh maseh tido bawah ketiak mak lar kan.
My sister gave birth to a baby girl.
Ok, let me clarify your doubts.
Me and siblings have a very wide age gap.
Me and sister, we are about 20 years apart.
True!! Tak bedek lar!
That day, my sister and her baby was dischared and she decided to go through her confinement at my place.
I was about to sleep when I heard a horse sound.
Laughing or something.
I didn't feel anything strange.
Ye la, budak hingusan, mane tao kan.
Innocent and naive habesss you...
But then, now only my mum told me that it wasn't actually a horse.
But a Cik Kak tengah mengilai di luar rumah.
You know why?
First,
My sister kan baru bersalin.
2nd, got a newborn baby mah.. Fresh from oven lagi.. Lol..
Lastly, they took back the umbilical cord because my dad promised to bury for them.
Cik kak really like this thing.
My own perdict theroy why cik kak like this cord;
maybe makanan dorg tak?
Berdarah mah..
Macam kiter makan meat lar.. ader tetel, paru, hati lar..
All the complicated dagings.. Lol..

Ehk, nenek jual keropok "hotstuff" pe skrg.
Ishk2.. Kesian org2 yg nk berniage..
Tak patot betol lar..
Anyone received the msg?
Me?
Taklah..
I heard at Ria MJ12.. Lol..
'Nuff about the ghost stories...



I shall quarantine myself.
My sinuses are blocked completely results in breathing difficulties.
Fever was up and down.
Sore throat.
Cough!
Combo!!
Don't worry. I already seek the professionals. No.. Not swine flu..

Ehk, gi simpan sudah ko per barang lar.
Tak perlu!!
I see, you still insisted of doing things I despise.
I play no game.
You started it.
You better end it.


CHIAO~

Apologize for the lack of updates.
Have been like a bumble-bee all this while.
Just a short recap what has been happening aye.
Will be on semi-hiatus.
Be back soon.

Roy Rynn 26.10.06
Our name was written on the sand.
Location : Pasir Ris Park
Date : 11/07/09
Time : Late Afternoon.

Guess who followed me home that very day?

Be back, promise!

I would like to wish my dear girlfriend here a very happy birthday. May all your wishes come true (*getting a rich bf*) and all the best for your future endeavours. Love you!! Present ko delay ehk girl? Blueks..

Definitely, I'm leading complacent-ly a moderate-mundane life.
Weekend was spent with none-other-then-who-else.
We went to Sim Lim Square then head to Funan IT Mall.
I'm so gonna get the MacBook Pro and some other gadgets that I already kept in mind.
He wants to get either the Xbox360 / WII/ PS3/PSP..
Infact everything.
Guys.. Games.. Grr.. His fetish..
Slept-over his place.
Download movies.
Etc.. Etc..
This is so random, I know..
I'm just no in the mood to update.
Bitch is in the house!
Menyemak!

And you, don't you ever dare cross my line again.
You know what you gonna get if you insist on doing so.

To be continued in Locked-Entries

I have a boyfriend who always and only say things I wanna hear.

Yesterday, as mentioned, I've done my domestic chores.
In the late afternoon, being the sudden-nice-gf decided to fetch Love from work.
Doll-ed up and trained down to Jurong.
I encountered something that is so disturbing.

On the way there, I was kind of half-awake.
My eyes were droppy.
I got myself a seat at the reserved comfy area.
Rest my head against the glass and off to la-la land.
However, I was so disturbed by this one fucking irritant.
I'm trying to get some rest while this person (shall not name but for sure not our local)
She was having some conversations on the phone in her native language.
Ok, fine.. Sounded I just make a big fuss out of it.
But hell, she was talking with as loudest voice as she could that made the whole cabin heard her.
I don't mind if she wants to talk on the phone. But please be considerate and have the decency to at least lower down the voice.
Even by giving those kind of stares, she continued talking.
Grr.. Irritating nak mampos!!
I have not enough sleep and this occured, add on to my grumpy-ness...

Reached early and whilst waiting for the Bf at the platform, another lady approached me and gave me this pamphlets that surely blew me off.
Only Love knows what is the content of the pamphlets..Idiot!
By that time, i was super hungry and sleep.
When bf arrived, start another my pathethic demeanour.
I was already grouchy and cranky by then that makes me one loquacious girl.
Poor bf have to entertain my nonsense insecurities.

"Bie, am I fat?"
"You lose down already. But no matter what,I love you for who you are dear"
"Bie, see my fingernails. Ugly!!"
"No, you have nicer-petite-pink nails"
"Bie, my hair ok not? Feel so dry"
"No, you have smooth-silky hair"
"Bie, see lah, I have eye bag weighs 10 tonnes already, so ugly"
"No la, you're still pretty"
"Bie, am I being talkative and irritating"
"You behave that way when you don't enough sleep but I okay with it"
"Bie, can I have something to munch? I'm hungry"
There he goes getting me a candy and forever favaourite nasi lemak.
"Bie, I'm sleepy"
There he goes put me to sleep and patting me.
OMG!! Sounded like one big baby.. Baby ganyot!! Can't help it!
Yea, I should have put nice upfront because like hello, he just came back from tedious work.
Fact, he is much more exhausted then me. But trying his best to satisfy his baby girl.Urghhh!!
The bottomline, he act as though he just said those things for the sake of put a smile on the face.
I know. At least he knows how to take care of my feelings, unlike me!
Dear, I'm trying my best to be the girl I used to okay?

Supposed to go home yesterday but the bf insisted me to stay, seeing my helpless-effete face.
I woke up near midnight, got changed ; he patted and hug me to sleep again.
Apologise horr for always saying you bad bf *bites lip*
I don't know why I'm so mushy-lovey-dovey.
Pardon me please.

Earlier just now, supposed to have gotten up by 7.30 because he needs to report to work by 8.30.
However, we slept through till 8am.
I think he let me sleep in a bit longer and sacrifices his working time.
For sure get scolded by his Sir.
O-O-Awww... Ok, now I can see how bad I am already.
I make up for it aite.

I was already home by 9.30am.
Had a proper bath and here I am blogging.
I will be ready for interview later.
Wish me luck.

And dear, I forrgot to tell you again today and everyday, I love you!

Above note is obviously for bf.. Like Duhhhhh!!!

Rise and Shine People!!
I know its only mere 8 freaking AM in the morning..
Just woken up love.. Tha boy has been not been puntual for work...
Being the nice forever gf, I woke him up by texting him since his credit is running down low..
My God!! I've been neglecting my part as a gf leyy..
I was only kind enough to wake him up with sweet msgs in the past, ermmm... that was during our 3-4 months of the beginning-honey-moon period..
Now? Cannot be bothered.. Baddie!!!
Ok! Fine bf!! I shall work on that!! Pfft!!

Yesterday conversation was ermmm... Kinky?
Lol... Nah.. He's just being playful.. Guys? What else can you expect them to be?
He pleaded guilty and apologised again for ruining my romantic plans..
It went totally berserk and of coz your missy here is damn pissed..
Shall not share what my plans are till I have succeeded doing so with bf!
He kind off pissed and "merajok" with me because I didn't text him or find him like I use to..
And when he asked me whether I love him or miss him..
I always like to tease him like "No, I hate you.. No, I don't miss you at all.. No time.."
He gets really annoyed but tend to take it as a joke..
But at one point of time, I think he could not longer tolerate anymore and decided to outburst..
Lol.. Attitude problem ehk this girl!! Wah-Liao!!
Bie, am I that bad?
And he will always answer " no, you're nice ACTUALLY"
what's that suppose to mean? Evil!!
Or, you're just saying that for the sake of not making me flew with outrage!!
Nevertheless, I always like your responses.. *Rynn is an idiot* lol,,

Since we're looking forward to open up a new chapter, I shall work on it..
Promise!!
"Bie, remember when I tend to throw any strings of abusive, be it physically, verbally, emotionally or psychologically... It was actually my EVIL TWIN and NOT ME!"
Excuses tak agak2.. Melampao!!!

Since he'll be working this weekend, most probably.. Sad sey..
I'm free.. Gf, pls book me out... Hehe..
Oh ya, Adibah Golek, I miss you k kental...

Ok done!!
I have launry to do..
Please includes cooking and washing the dishes..

I'm so gonna take my bubble-scrub-milk bath..
Self-retreat of hair treatment...
And gotta get my nails done!!
Ermm.. And not forgetting, searching jobs on the net..

Buh-bye..

IE and MSN is being sucha a bitch!! I can't seem to upload my pictures. Damn!! Despite that, I'm in no mood to upload some leftoever pictures.. Thaaannnnggg!!! Whatever!! However, alternatively, I use Mozilla Fox but no mood already... Grr!!

Today, rot at home and do the finishing touch up to my abstract artwork! Mcm phm!! Painting of the stupid ceiling!! Bley terkehel leher aku!!

I cleaned my room again.. Hanging those curtains, mop the filthy floor, and yada yada... Its relatively pristine now.. I guess.. Haha..

Had a quick dinner with Miss Donna Dolce.. Its been a month I guess didn't get to meet her due to her tight schedules.. Like real... Spent 2 hrs with her.. Miss you horr...

Ehk, today the dispersal of GST bonus right??? *wink-wink*
Suddenly I got this crave for fondue at Anderson's or, or .. Those waffles with Ice cream at Gelare... Or... K stop!! .. Alarmak... Sedap perhh..
Shall drag the mummy, if she's kind enough..
But she just bought me two tubs of ice-cream...
Hopefully I can cajol and coax her.. *kepale kluar lampu bulb like ms. thinking*
*kaaa--chiiinnnnggg*
Asked bf? Don't want lar.. Pity him..

Now waitng for that Hubby Bonchet to call me...

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He calls!!
Toddles..