Initial plan was just to check my mail and pooffff to sleep but yet maybe I should spend sometime typing down my thoughts or L-O-V-E to my boyfriend. I know ehk bie, one moment I can be very romantic and the other moment I can become sucha bitch to you.. So you better treasure the moment I'm being nice.. Susah datang tao!! Maybe I start with clearing your doubts? Hehe..Suke hati I uh I slalu cakap I tak sayang you kan bie.. You mane ley buat pape kan sayang? Haha.. I tak sayang you, I cinta you je lar tonchet!! (sound so fimiliar sey tu line, opps.. line you ehk? pakai kejap ..) Now you MUST say Awww.....Khekhekhe.. *mentel mode*

Specially Dedicated To You,

You asked me not once, not twice, and not thrice,
but zillion-th times, if I LOVED YOU,
came YES was my reply
although at times I may be cheeky with my answers-
but with my tender heart I worry
about the tears in your eyes..
You asked me if I still wanted you despite you betrayed me,
still desired your loving touch-
my reply was YES DEAR,
because I know nobody can love you like I do,
you'll never know how much..
You asked me if I MISS YOU-
when you're not around,
and without any hesitation,I replied,
"My loneliness won't leave me alone"..
You asked me if I could go and move on,
if we should apart-
my reply to you
"It sure break my heart"..
You asked me what I would do,
if my love you betrayed-
I told you in whisper,
"I'd just turn away", eventually I did..
But turned back to you..
You asked me if I would believe you,
if others' told me lies-
I told you,
"I'd find the truth hiding in you eyes"..
You asked me if I'd tell you that I'd fallen out of love with you,
with a nervous smile, I replied,
"that's something I'd never do"

Love, Rynn