I have a boyfriend who always and only say things I wanna hear.

Yesterday, as mentioned, I've done my domestic chores.
In the late afternoon, being the sudden-nice-gf decided to fetch Love from work.
Doll-ed up and trained down to Jurong.
I encountered something that is so disturbing.

On the way there, I was kind of half-awake.
My eyes were droppy.
I got myself a seat at the reserved comfy area.
Rest my head against the glass and off to la-la land.
However, I was so disturbed by this one fucking irritant.
I'm trying to get some rest while this person (shall not name but for sure not our local)
She was having some conversations on the phone in her native language.
Ok, fine.. Sounded I just make a big fuss out of it.
But hell, she was talking with as loudest voice as she could that made the whole cabin heard her.
I don't mind if she wants to talk on the phone. But please be considerate and have the decency to at least lower down the voice.
Even by giving those kind of stares, she continued talking.
Grr.. Irritating nak mampos!!
I have not enough sleep and this occured, add on to my grumpy-ness...

Reached early and whilst waiting for the Bf at the platform, another lady approached me and gave me this pamphlets that surely blew me off.
Only Love knows what is the content of the pamphlets..Idiot!
By that time, i was super hungry and sleep.
When bf arrived, start another my pathethic demeanour.
I was already grouchy and cranky by then that makes me one loquacious girl.
Poor bf have to entertain my nonsense insecurities.

"Bie, am I fat?"
"You lose down already. But no matter what,I love you for who you are dear"
"Bie, see my fingernails. Ugly!!"
"No, you have nicer-petite-pink nails"
"Bie, my hair ok not? Feel so dry"
"No, you have smooth-silky hair"
"Bie, see lah, I have eye bag weighs 10 tonnes already, so ugly"
"No la, you're still pretty"
"Bie, am I being talkative and irritating"
"You behave that way when you don't enough sleep but I okay with it"
"Bie, can I have something to munch? I'm hungry"
There he goes getting me a candy and forever favaourite nasi lemak.
"Bie, I'm sleepy"
There he goes put me to sleep and patting me.
OMG!! Sounded like one big baby.. Baby ganyot!! Can't help it!
Yea, I should have put nice upfront because like hello, he just came back from tedious work.
Fact, he is much more exhausted then me. But trying his best to satisfy his baby girl.Urghhh!!
The bottomline, he act as though he just said those things for the sake of put a smile on the face.
I know. At least he knows how to take care of my feelings, unlike me!
Dear, I'm trying my best to be the girl I used to okay?

Supposed to go home yesterday but the bf insisted me to stay, seeing my helpless-effete face.
I woke up near midnight, got changed ; he patted and hug me to sleep again.
Apologise horr for always saying you bad bf *bites lip*
I don't know why I'm so mushy-lovey-dovey.
Pardon me please.

Earlier just now, supposed to have gotten up by 7.30 because he needs to report to work by 8.30.
However, we slept through till 8am.
I think he let me sleep in a bit longer and sacrifices his working time.
For sure get scolded by his Sir.
O-O-Awww... Ok, now I can see how bad I am already.
I make up for it aite.

I was already home by 9.30am.
Had a proper bath and here I am blogging.
I will be ready for interview later.
Wish me luck.

And dear, I forrgot to tell you again today and everyday, I love you!