I am on my not very best these few days.
A lot have been happening and I'm cranky.
I have not been eating well. I didn't take any rice for the past days.
I guess I'm too tired, thinking about everything.
Ya Allah, give strength and courage to go through this on my own. Amiin..

Short updates.

As you can see, I've change here and there.
Still I'm not yet done.
I'm gonna remove my archives soon.
I don't know what to update actually.
I m planning not to sleep for today so the next night I can have back my sleeping routine.
I don't want to stay up late anymore.
Mentally and physically prepared before I start working life soon.

I'm still thinking of changing my phone.
Currently I've been using Nokia E63.
I've been eye-ing on HTC Touch Pro 2 somehow the boyfriend suggested to get myself 4G I-phone just because I'm so into their applications. Urgh.. See how..

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute and then forgets you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard your entire bad characteristic.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girls attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. Are they sure having one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many thins and it is drinking.

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke (irritate) the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

19. Giving a guy hanging message like “You know what?!.. Uh.. Never mind!” would make him jump to conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

20. Guys are good flatters when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favour, he’s actually saying he doesn’t like you and can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girls says “no” a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clear.

24. Guys hate gays!!!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom you boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you from liking someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirt.

42. Guys try to find stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them

45. Guys think too much!

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girl’s height doesn’t really matter to guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when there’ve been together for 3 years of more.

51. * You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriend.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s actually saying “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listens to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really thinks that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it objectionable when girl swears.

83. Guy’s weakest point as at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing thins.

86. When a guys looks at you, either amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him why first.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even for just one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions of you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boy’s things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them, if they are serous in your relationship.

Back blogging.
I know!! I'm so being unpredictable, when I feel like blogging, I tend to blog like almost everyday.
If not I will leave this page blank for weeks. Well, this is the place for me to vent out everything. I do not care if I have just few readers. I'm happier that way.

Boyfriend already fell asleep minutes ago and now here I am blogging.
We had a slight tiff just now and luckily we're back on track again.
It's hard for him to let me go despite me being me, always bring up the "break up" topic.
Don't ask me why. Boyfriend already immune to it by now.
We shouted, we cursed, we swore, we cried, we kissed, we hugged and we make up.
No doubt every relationship go through the same phase.
I kinda sleepy now. Gonna tuck in later.
My post kinda draggy with no pictures.
For, I simply can't be bothered.
I still need to do something about my blog here and there.
Kyla, wanna join boyfriend to sleep.
Nights.

Pardon for the 'burokness' in the picture above.
The clothes I wore seems familiar right?
Yes, it was the previous raya clothes and I wore it for the brother's wedding.
Since the theme is black and red, I decided to wear all black.
Initially I wanted to wear something not related to the theme at all. Lol.

I was having really bad eye bag due to the insufficient sleep I had the previous days.
Busy helping my mum in the kitchen with a lot of stuff to handle.
Oh ya, pictures I already upload some of the pictures at my facebook account.
I'm the unpaid paparazzi for the day.
Snapping pictures here and there.
Relatives and visitors were on-going throughout the event.
People whom have not met me for few years shock to see me now.
Well, I grew up la please. Haha.
My sister and mother drag me here and there, introducing me to their friends, relatives and yada-yada. Some I still remember, some? I really have no idea that they know me.
But one thing in common about them is, they asked me the same question.
Including my uncles, aunties and cousins.
*shakes head*
"Rynn, when is your turn?"
Woah... Is my brother's occasion and people already excited waiting for my turn.
Told Mum about it and she just smile.
Till at one point of time, I asked all my uncles to sponsor my wedding.
Surprisingly they agree.
Like so gerek ehk jadi "centre of attraction"..
But with conditions.
They can only sponsor me in RM (ringgit malaysia). LOL..
Mak oi.....
Mum suggested me to have at one of the hotel where my cousin is working now.
Which is in JB.
Reason? So that my relatives from malaysia doesn't need to go through the hassle of coming down to Singapore.
I leave it to the mother to decide.
Told boyfriend about it and he just smile.
He was also excited about it. Masyallah!!
Insyallah... Amiin...

But I had fun bonding with my relatives from malaysia.
Well, I used to be the shy girl la okay.
Now, I'm trying to open up.

I thank my besties who came down to accompany me.
And also the boyfriend who came and got disturbed by my relatives.
He was mad blushing and whining "Biee.... I malu sey.."
Malu arbey nak nikah dgn org!!
Ape saje tao MUHD AZROY!
Alhamdullilah, my aunties, uncles and cousin semua suke u..
Pasal u hensem! Lol.. Nih part mcm nak muntah gitu!

Everything ended about 9 but by 8pm i demanded bf to send me home.
I feel uncomfortable due to my heavy menses!!
Sucks!
Got home and crashed till the next day, which is Sunday.

Got ready by noon and send my cousin to Woodlands to visit her friend.
Meet up with dear bf.
Went Marsling to get his wax and get his eyebrow done (i know!! vain!!!)..
Afterwhich, departed ways, back to hougang.
By night, all my relatives went back to Malaysia.

Monday noon, woke up, went back to sis's place, clean up her house.
Catching up things.
and now back home.
Gonna hit the sack like soon!!
Be back!

Its nearly 2 am now.
My eyes are tired but I couldn't get myself to sleep.
Well, let me do quick update first.
There's a lot to update however I'm gonna keep it first.
Alhamdulillah, the ceremony on Saturday falls smoothly.
Thanks for those who came.
My uncles, aunties and cousin keep disturbing me.
I got the limelight.
Juicy updates next.
For now, i'm out..
Stay tune okay?

Actually, I have to be at my sister's place now but heck.. I'm taking my own sweet little time to update. Activating my vibe of blogging I guess.. Well, as mentioned, tomorrow is the big event for the family, excluding me.. Some of my relatives from KL just arrived this morning and some are still on their way.. For them, I pray for their safe journey to and fro..

Well, I have a really big family.. Both of my paternal sides each have about 10 siblings..
Uh-huh.. That's big.. On top of that I even have external family because my late grandmother (maternal side) married 3 times.. So, my mother have extra siblings from different dads.. This is the time for them to re-unite..

In a while, I have to blow dry and curl up my problematic hair!!
The blonde highlights fading away and its turning pale yellow..
Hope I can have extra moolahs to do the hair..

Last two days, I did not sleep for more then 24 hrs!!
And yesterday, I only slept for like 4-5 freaking hours..
Helped my Mum with alot of things. I learned to do 'kueh lopes' from her.. Yummay!!

Kyla, I update again some other time..
I'm gonna edit my layouts, here and there again.. Hehe..

I've been away for too long now.
Gosh, I don't even know what I'm up to.
Mummy insisted me to take side course hairstyling and make-up before taking my degree.
Probably next year I'm pursuing the degree since too much money needed and on top of that, I won't be able to work full time if I started pursuing my degree. By chance, I have to stay at home and earn source of income from home. So yah, I have things in mind already. Hopefully it works. Talked to bf about it, luckily he was able to understand my situation.

This post will be bore, because no pictures.
I'm gonna be blabbering nonsense, so be prepared.

The brother's gonna get hitched this weekend and my full squad family from Malaysia will be coming. Gosh, where the hell am I gonna sleep??! COnfirm mcm ikan sardin ehk tido? Wahhdooii.. Not nice gitu lorh.. Later in a while going to sis place to bake cake and kueh. Kueh power puff girl. Name kueh dier, kueh blossom!! Cool right? Now belom tido.. Astaga, ape nak jadi anak dare nih satu!!
Halfway confirm curik tido! Alar, bukan aku yang nak khawin per!!
Perangai uh!! Mummy on the other hand keep whining and complaining. Ye la, pat sedare-mare khawin, mak aku bertungkus lumus. Pat mak aku jer, satu2 senyap je!! Mcm toott!! Klw aku khawin, bole rilek suda nak buat bsr2.. Kenduri alar kadar, sorg bungkus nasi lemak! Ishk!!! Mak aku pon satu uh!! Tu nak buat, nih nak buat. Mcm plak dier yg nak naek pelamin!
Kueh lopes. Rojak. Kek kukus. Semer old sch sark mkn!! Tapi sedap la kan. She even decided not to have catering. Semer buat sendiri.
- Ayam masak kuah kacang (mcm satay nyer kuah kacang).
- Daging briyani
- Acah
- Dalcha
- Fishball sweet and sour (buat la fish fillet ke.. nie fish ball??)
Hentam uh, bukan aku yg khawin pe..
But still dessert dier jaoh lebeh byk dari normal dishes. Amek ko.. Melantak la kueh-mueh yag ade ye.. Theme merah hitam. Apasal tak merah putih?
But i'll be wearing white uh.. Outstading siket!! Tak kuase ehk nak ikot2 theme semer..
Mak aku da siang2 suro jadi kendarat.. Akan ku renung-renungkan permintaan mu itu.. Insyallah ye..

Bf on the other hand being as kind as ever, he decided to work on that very day!! Naseb baek half day.. Klw tidak, akan ku jotos2 kepale dier.. Ehk tak ehk... sayang dier.. Dier lagi satu, da mabok kepayang (dgn aku, ok).. "Bie, i tak sabar la nak jadi husband you." Mentel ehk bie.. Ye la, u da blg semer org u nak khawin ngan i, malu tao tak!! Insyallah..

Asal aku update blog je, i tend to talk rubbish.. Kesian aku..
Tak sabarnyer Friday..
Nak jmp best-friend aku due ekor!! Lol...
Da la..
Nak tido kejap!!


Edited at 6.30am

I can't sleep!
And so I decided to change my layout here and there.
Still, there is some missing parts. LOL..
Bear with me.. I'm not yet done with the navigations yet.
Ciao!

Warning. Blog Dead. Tagboard Dead.
Remove tagboard sudah. Kesian orang2 yang asyik2 kene aim dengan hate-tag.
Maklumlah, I very anti-soSIAL.. oppss.. censored.. Pardon my hyper-ness.
Tak cukop tidor, mcm gini lar kan.

My life?
Well, cash flow in tiny bit.
Cash flow out......... $$$$...
Haizz...
Degree course sangkot!! Takpe.. Org kate, take things slow-ly.. Takmu kanchiong spider..
"Yang dikejar tak dapat, yg digendong keciciran" Hahaha.. Aku type peribahase, aku ketawe..
K whatever ehk...

I was kind enough to accompany boyfriend to work this morning.
Tau la kan pagi2, MRT nyer perot... mak oiii... mintak ampunn.. punyer la ramai orang..
Sorrylah pade orang2 yang keje pagi termasok bf aku... Akak tak biase... Akak slalu masok keje pukol 9-10am.. Jadi by then naek train pon da longgar... Bf biseng je...
"You nak tao ape? Pagi2 nih la ade byk org perangai, kentot lar, ape la"..
Hehe.. Kesian dier.. Ehk takmu ketawe kan orang ade je dapat keje skali kene pagi.. Amek ko..
Ala belom tunggu petang.. Bau ketiak satu2... Mengancam tak terkate.. Mane bau budak skola..
Ape?? Tolong siket ehk.. Dulu rumah dgn skola kiter walking distance.. So tak yah susah2 kan org ngan ketiak masam!! Sblm kuar skola, pakai deodorant.. K, nih part bedek.. Tak kuase.. Da penat.. I don't go out or lepak with my uniform.. Unless urgent uh.. Latest balek rumah dgn baju skola pon pukol 5.. Klw nak keluar, balek mandi and salin baju...

Tengah syiok bebual, skali ade satu budak dari skola secondary lame la.. Naseb baek korang tukar uniform, badge aku tak compulsory pakai.. Buruks ehk.. Mane baju uniform lawa? EHk jap.. ade per.. Amaciam jepon2 nyer lawa? Mcm sailormoon.. Classic ehk cartoon tu..
Tat besides the point.. Dier lipat skirt.. Alar standard protocol untuk chikaroo la kan.. Tapi dik, lipat skirt laen kali time gosok skirt tu, lipat and gosok.. Senget la dek.. Kan pecah rahsia..Klw tak cukop duit pon gi alter, lipat skirt elok2.. k? No.. I don't practice lipat skirt.. Skirt skola mmg da di alter oleh tailor.. Lol.. Klw diri nampak decent.. Klw tonggek.. confirm cap pornography.. Psl saye pendek..

Kyla.. I know, da lame tak update, blog pon berterabo..
Alot of things need to be done.. Bye!!

Back home.
Refreshed.
Had breakfast with Mummy before she rush off to work.
Gonna fix some appointment in a bit and off to interviews.
Might be meeting bestie later. Text me, girl!!

Boyfriend was so restless just now.
Insufficient sleep, I guess. Pity him.
Hang on there, alright.
That boy of mine already thought of transferring to ICA since some claimed that the work there are much more relax. Well boy, the decision is yours. I know the timing sucks and the current duty such-a bore to you. You really need the cash to continue your studies. I'm right behind you.
So yeah, as mentioned in the previous post, I made him something for lunch. Tight cash now. Bear with it awhile sweets.

And...
Gosh!!!! May is drawing near..
Soooo not looking forward to it.. *roll eyes*
On top of that, it's hard for boyfriend to take leave on that particular day since it's not even three months of working. So yeah, Aetos kinda have strict rules and regulations about leave during the first three months. Aiyaa.. Never mind, I understand.. So how to abscond ehk? Hmmm.. Maybe should have one night stand with the ladies.. I mean, pyjamas party or something..Order pizza, watched dvds, doll up each other, manicure or pedicure.. Sounds fun? Sounds a plan to me.. Sooo cleverrr...

Ok la, I don't know what else to update..


Edited @ 7.15pm


Now waiting for boyfriend to reach my place from work.
He just text me saying wanna take medical leave tomorrow.
Looks like someone is dragging his feet to work huh? Which personally, I also hate that feeling. No excitement. Not looking forward. I know. It's really tiring for you. Standing without sitting. Walking around. Scan people. And What ever the security officer's job scope is. If I knew this will happen, I already accompany you for the interview at PSA the other day as prime movers. They sponsor you license (which i can't remember, but I know its beneficial for you) and also they will reward you with some ITE skills Certificate. If the job opportunities is still open, I will apply for you again.


Had interviews and ditched the plan of meeting bestie because I'm so tired.
Got home and crashed till 6pm. The weather is so humid then I had to full blast the fan. But still perspire. Sticky-stinky!! Bath for the third time, cooked dinner for boyfriend and here I am waiting patiently for his arrival. He should be on his way now. Gonna have dinner with him later.

I know I've been blogging a-lot now. Haha. Well. it all depends on my mood.
See ya!!

Good Morning.
I have a sudden crave for Bihun Goreng!!!!
The one selling at ANANAS Cafe especially at Clementi.
Since boyfriend no longer working there, it's very difficult to get.
So have to wait for his off days.
Actually I can go there by myself ,but me being "menjeng semcm" so have to wait for boyfriend.
LMAO!!
I simply love the sambal.
Nice combination.
Not forgetting the fried chicken.
Still remember at one point of time, the boyfriend and I had a tiff over something.
So, as to ''pujok'', he bought the bihun from clementi all the way to my home place.
Alalala.. Sweet sangat2.. *roll eyes*
Hehe..

But he promised me to bring me to Clementi to have my sinful indulgence of fried bihun on Sunday. Hopefully. And as a token of appreciation......

Let me cook something for boyfriend later.
In a while.
He can bring this to work for lunch.
Save money ehk bie.
Mee Maggie Goreng.

And to boyfriend,

ILY.