-- What is love ? --

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within
your chest??
-it isn`t love, it`s like.



You can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right??
-it isn`t love, it`s lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
- it isn`t love, it`s pride.

Do you want them because you know they`re there??
-it isn`t love, it`s loneliness.

Are you there because it`s what everyone wants??
-it isn`t love, it`s loyalty.



Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand??
-it isn`t love, it`s low confidence.



Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt
them??
-it isn`t love, it`s pity.



Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat??
-it isn`t love, it`s infatuation.



Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??
-it isn`t love, it`s friendship.



Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of??
-it isn`t love, it`s a lie.



Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??
-it isn`t love, it`s charity.



Does your heart ache and break when they`re sad??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do you cry for their pain, even when they`re strong??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and
relation pulls you close and holds you there??
-then it`s l o v e.



Do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who they are??
-then it`s l o v e.



Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret??
-then it`s l o v e.



Would you give them your heart, your life, your death??

To my Boo Boo.

" when elmo isn`t ticklish, and pooh bear hates honey,

when tigger stops bouncing, and goofy isn`t funny.

when peter pan can`t fly, and simba never roars,

when alice in wonderland can`t fit through tiny little doors.

when dumbo`s ears are small,

and happily ever after isn`t true..

that`s when i`ll stop loving you . "

Time for me to update something here right?

I've been really working real hard for the previous week as I already start a new job.

Its been a month or so now.

The company send me for courses to upgrade our skills.

Hands on.

Once I reached home, I ll be totally shagged.

Break-fast, watch tv and sleep.

Never have a time to even blog, simply because I hate my laptop to load and there goes ,need my password to log on so on and so forth.

Yesterday, Saturday, it was a working Saturday for me.

But it was great though because I have great company and we're multi racial. LOL.

They made me crack the whole morning.Gossips and stuffs.

But the environment and situation isn't good for now as some mishaps happened at work about last week which I don't wish to disclose why.

On top of that, it was my best friend birthday.

Happy 21st darling!

Hope you had a blast with your boyfriend on your day.

Key to 21st. Key to success. Key to everything. *winks*

Besides that, in the evening, boyfriend, my mother and I decided to step Geylang.

We went out about 5pm.

Boyfriend came fetch us at home.

Sumpah aku menyampah!!!!!

Mum decided to pack something to eat afterwhich breakfast somewhere else.

So we went to the Geylang market 2nd level.

Mother bought nasi ayam at the NASI AYAM SAMBAL.

What pissed me off was that, it was already 6.50 when we ordered our food.

AND THE FUNNY THING, THE STALL OWNER ONLY PRIORITIZE THE CUSTOMER WHO'S GOING TO EAT THERE. FOR THOSE WHO WANNA PACK THE FOOD HAVE TO WAIT. MACAM SIAK! DENGAR-DENGAR MAK AKU TAK BUKE? TAK BOLE TGK JAM KE APE? PACK AND EATING THERE, WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?????

Pity my mum, she just told them that she's eating there when all the tables were fully occupied. She did that to avoid the waiting.

Kesian siak mak aku makan berdiri.

As for me I bought nasi padang from HAJAH MUNA nasi padang stall.

What pissed me off was, they already packed my food nicely.

But I didnt break fast on time coz no place and furthermore mother didnt pack her food.

I asked one OLD LADY whether she can packed my mum's food so we can eat elsewhere.

ALL SHE DID WAS, NO I CANT DO SO BECAUSE THE FOOD WASNT FROM THEIR STALL.

EHK HELLO, WE CAN EVEN AFFORD TO PAY THE DAMN PLASTIC LA IF YOU WAN US TO PAY. KAU TAK KESIAN KE PE SIAK MAK AKU MAKAN BERIDIR. PANGKAH HABES SIAK MAKAN DEKAT SANE. SATU SATU ATTITUDE PROBLEM.

What's our solution? Mum just put her rice and chicken and the sambal in one red plastic.

Creative la jugak tapi still, kesian.

I decided to share my food with her. Ape cakap makan nasi dalam plastic??

After that time to hunt for curtains.

Mood aku pon da hilang. Habes carik langsir, i wanna go home already.

Boyfriend was so kind enough to carry my handbag, my shopping bag and mum's.

Ni tak bully la ok? Ni kasih sayang! =p

Lin: Saayang! One of these days I fetch you k? Then we can have a romantic buka session. Lepas buka can gossip kan? LOL! And thanks for your gift too! I loove the dress! Wee hee!

Wee !! Glad you love the dress. Hope it fits perfectly for you hunn.

Yeash! Can you fetch me next week on the 27th perhaps. We go breakfast at the Texas!!!

Yeah, plus gossip session which is a must. Not gossip la. Discussion. LOL..

Meet you soon darling!!

In every girls life, there will always be those three guys -

the one she loves,

the one she hates, and

the one she cant get enough of.

And in the end,they're all

the same guy...

tsk tsk.

And to you dear boyfriend,

When you say I'm beautiful I would always say "yeah right,"
but what im really saying is "do you really think so?"

When you say good job i would always say "thanks"
but what Im really saying is "I love that you notice."

When you say we'll be together forever I would always say "I hope so"
but what im really saying is "I hope forever never ends."

When you say I love you I would always say "hmm.. okay."
but what Im really saying is "never stop saying that."

When you say that I don't care I would always say "yes I do"
but what Im really saying is
"I care for you more than you'll ever know."

It can be kinda cliche.

But somehow, I wanna you to read and absorb.

Thank you!

=)

I just finished up using 1 box of tissue.

I'm sick.

Literally sick.

Bad flu.

Gosh.

And now I'm contemplating to go to work or not tomorrow.

I m like dragging my feet to work each day.

Endurance plays a big role. =( ..

Should I rest and take MC tomorrow?

If I still go to work, I m gonna be so sick and furthermore, my brain will be block and I can learnt anything new. Right ?

Yeah, I made my point there.

=)

Saturday.

Short date with the Boyfriend.

First and foremost, thanks for the treats for our breakfast.

Even though you're down with heavy flu, you still entertain me and bring me out.

But no thanks to your short temper. Pffft !!

And so, we alighted at somerset.

Wander around aimlessly.

About time, we made our move to Wendy's to break-fast.

Before that, I bought mineral water that cost me SGD 2.15.

Haha. Just because I find the bottle super cute!!

Fetish!

And so, above, is the bottle that cost me that amount. LOL.

Perangai tak usah!!

WENDY'S.

Total spend approximately $27.

Mine was Spicy Chicken Sensation Meal

His - 1/2 Pounder something.....

6 pieces of nuggets which is finger-licking good...

And .... Boyfriend being the weirdest ever request for SALAD!!!

*faints*

Salad garden with spicy chicken or something like that.

His special request for the day.

Weird nak mampos kan nie anak!!

Step mane nyer healthy ajer.

And the cute part...

Chocolate Frosty.

Him : B, buke lame lagi ke? Air i da cair sey .. =(

Me : Sabar la you, lagi 20 mins jer.

Him : I jalan pergi sane (forum) patah balek baru buke gaknyer sey. Asal you tak suro dorg hantar time nak dekat buke. Kan da cair air I.

Me : =p

And the nuggets.

Boyfriend is never a fan of nugget but the for first time, he said this nuggets taste good.

Random.

Betol betol sedap ke da lapar sgnt ehk B?

I'm gonna hit the sack pretty soon.

I'm lethargic. zonked. shagged.exhausted. all the word related please.

How's my first day of puasa?

Coobaan.

Nie satu anak memang nak mendatangkan kemarahan aku.

Macam nak maki jer. Naseb baek puase and iman aku kuat.

Nie kalau besok aku datang keje, dier buat hal lagi, puasa tak puasa, semer can jalan terus.

Nak aku buat muke taik aku. Vulgaritites from every dictionary or language. Ehk bole, no prob!

Puasa boleh ganti. Hati saket takde ganti tao tak!!

Saba? Saba pat serawak la, jaoh lagi.

Tahap kesabaran aku memang short span, so? Pfft!!!

So my first day puasa, what I had for break-fast?

Sorry hor no pictures..

Roti kirai with Beef Curry.

Popiah Goreng.

Mini Roti Boyan.

Mee Hoon Goreng.

Lontong with Sambal Satay.

Longan.

Ok dah.

I know.

Very the melampao but I don't care.

Oh ya, after work I had to give tuition.

Maths - Algebra.

Nak pengsan already!!

First of all, I hope it is not too late for me to wish Singapore Happy 45th Birthday!!

Yeay! I'm proud to be a citizen of Singapore. *winks*

I have to work in Saturday.

Luckily it was only half day for me so I knocked out at 12.30pm.

Furthermore, there were not so many work need to be done.

Relaxing day.

Mummy and Dad already left for KL on Friday night.

And so for Saturday, Mr Boyfriend decided to g JB for a quick date after work.

Nothing much.

Just grabbed DVD and dine in one of the ice cream stall and he pampered me with.....

Fondue.

See below.

There was like more then 10 over flavour of ice cream.

I know right!!

Gosh!!!

Nice !!!

Thanks hor dear..

Told ya, the ice cream was superb!!

As for Sunday, supposing-ly, I wanna go some Adidas sale at Expo but somehow the boyfriend bloody hell spoil my mood so I go inside room and sleep whilst he, watch Furry Vengence!!

Grrr !!!!!!!

Excuses and excuses!!!

For my public holiday, I decided not to go watch the fireworks.

I spent my time at vivocity for 4 hours about there.

We go into every store. LOL!!

And me being me, i helped myself to grab a Paris tee from Topshop.

Thanks hor.

Oh ya, not forgetting, I helped myself at the Candy Empire too!!!

And then, we decided to settle down with Ben & Jerry's.

We call it a day afterwhich.

Exhausted!!!

And to my fellow muslim friends.

Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

To my bestfriend, Lin.

And also to readers who may come across this humble page of mine.

Read & absorb please. *wink*

I have already start working at _(fill in the blanks)_. =)

It was fun working in a different environment for now.

And of course the first person who gets excited is my mum because working in this line, entitled to get all the benefits and not forgetting bonus and to add on with my diploma qualifications.

Alhamdullilah.. Amiinn..

For the first day, it was chaotic and nerve-wrecking.

But I enjoyed socializing with the people and my colleagues.

But somehow, at the end on the day, I have blisters due to the new shoes (which I didn't bite; myths?)

I believe I have to attend some course to improvise certain area like grooming wise and etc.

Well, I'm up for it if it can reflect and give a good reputation for my CV.

Yesterday, which is thursday, my dear bestfriend fetched me from work.

She didn't recognized me when I'm in my uniform and bun hair.

Ade ke cakap aku look like "kakak-kakak"

That one, okay. Kalau like "kakak" ishk takmu k...

Before I met her, my department have "makan-makan" session.

It was o-kay.

Taste-less.

=p

Best friend waited for me at the taxi stand and we proceed to have our late lunch.

This is what she have for her so called "dessert".

It was nice.

Char Siew Chicken Rice was my choice.

Nice !!!

Ended up, bestfriend decided to buy just the chicken but somehow the seller give her the wrong order. Lol.

And then it was exchanging-gift session.

The cute bag she got for me.

I ♥ Boston.

The mist from VS is loved.

And not forgetting the Magnets from Boston which is a must.

We slacked till about 10 plus before I call it a day since I'm working the next day.

We had fun!!

We had our "curah-mencurah" session.

I wanna do this again, pls!!

Personal Message Response.

dun wrry b...i fecth u whenver im free..lau ade duit tiap2 ari i amek u...mesti la da janji sey..tk kn nk munkir janji..dosa tau...nnti we go slimming centre...

haiyoo, why you never leave your name la mister.

Thank you for your kind thoughts Muhd Azroy. Takmo cakap jer, make sure buat. Haha..

Chey dosa la pulak dier bebual.. -_- .. Yeah, I wanna remove the cellulite pretty please .. =(

What's my plan for the weekend ehk?

Errmm .. Stay at home and sleep !!

National day? Nah, I rather sit at home and relax.. I don't wanna squeeze myself in between people (with different odours = yucks) just to see the freaking fireworks.. Nah-uh!!

Oh ya, I might heading to Expo since they having some great sale there.

Mummy leaving for KL like again.

Macam tak habes-habes kan?

Personal Message Response.

who say u r fat??that person must b blind...same jk cam biase cantik...maken lawa ade la...bsk harap2 da dpt gaji...kte mkn hamtaro ye bby...haha...

Nie mesti Muhd Azroy tao yang tulis.

Eleh, blind konon.. I mmg fat what!! =( .. You promise me to send me to the slimming centre right? Or else you pay my yoga class? Which one? Choose please. =) Lawa? -_- ..

But still thanks la .. Lawa la sgnt sgnt .. You nyer besok tu bile ntah .. Yeah I want my hamtaro !! Blueks!! Fetch me from work horh darling !!

I super worn out and my legs in killing me!

The blisters! Gosh !!

Tomorrow another long day at work..

=(

But somehow, I'm enjoying my job !!